Time: 6:02 AM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
confusing miie all diz while!!!
hmm kinda at all tym i been tinking..am i reali mean to sum ppl out der..it hurts to sae dat mi self..but im atualli confuse at all tym...juz breaking wit mi guy..feeling sad all along..but trying hard to recover..it juz nt worth it..but it will..later n later on...recovering slowli i hope..diff kind of stories now begin..den come to dis..everi single tym i dream wen im asleep..n im tinking y is he alwaes in my dream?but i cant seems y?n wat e reason benift it..its juz complex..wat it is..is dat i alwaes taught dat he is juz mi best fren nutink else..but e dream still goes on daez by daez..n i dun reali noe wether loves come next..but juz keep tinking dat we been frewns 4 long n juz wondering can love interfear our frenship? i dun reali noe..now wat i noe i juz wanna fgt all dat happen in mi dream wether it will happen or not..i wont want it coming back again..now juz goin in mi own world finding mi way out to all love stories n hoping dat i wont fall in love again..btw mi break up to him its nt mi fault juz respecting my famili hu dun exept him to b mi guy..n now i wont b love n love to anione ani longer..juz making faith comes if der is...im juz confuse wit myself...hoping ders sumone cheering mie up..i hope..anitink cud happen..but i hope nt to miie animore..sumtymz hurtz cant be recovered..i hope no more of dis..no him..no dream..no love..no nutink dat i dun wanna..