Time: 2:42 AM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
hari raye day was a bit ok 4 mie!!
hey e hari raye day yesterdae was kinda okeyh..firstly we go out witout mie n mi siblins 4gv our parentz..den juz went off out 4 raye go to mi stepdad big sis house..it was ok..gt all of our cuzinz...eat nt so much..gt rendang,sambal goreng,ketupat,n alot more...den we went to sec house i dun reali noe hu although its one of mi realative..hehe..den we wen to mi stepdad first brother..hmm dun reali eat..mie oni eat abit of kuih..i dun reali noe y yesterdae i dun feel lyk eating....hmm denfinali we went hm..oni three house we went...den i went to mi aunt hm..mi step dad n mi mum didnt even go der e whole day..n mi grandparent was der 2..n i dun reali noe y...she leave wer is just beside mi house..it is mi mum sis house..im cloze to mi mum side of famili n datz it..i went in to eat n found mi cuzin...it was so fun wit dem around...playing wit all e small kid bring a hapi smile to mi face...hmm i was der till nite..n alot of our cuzin n relative went to mi aunt house..since i was der i help out..it was fun..i did talk to idris mi cuzin hu reali gt cloze juz last year went we found ourself joining e ndp...der lotz n lotz of ppl coming..from afternoon till nite..after dey visit mi aunt house..dey all visit mi house jus next door..its kinda funni thoug..after all hav ended...mi aunt kol mie n mi bros..asking us to go n forgive our parents since we hav nt...i was veri lyk gelisah..n dun noe y...mi 1st bro went to mi aunt house n sit down on the chair..n i ask him to come along to forgv dem..n we went together..n i started it..i went in n mi stepdad was standing..ask him to sit down..n i the first person to ask 4 forgvness..follow by mi bro...after we all forgv we went to mi aunt hm..i juz sit n watch tv..dat was wat i usuali do..den after a few minute my parent come to mi aunt house....sit for quite sum tym..den mi mum wen up to forgv mi grangmum..n she went crying..it was so sad n i cried..bt no one notice it cuz i hide mi tears...den i saw mi stepdad follow mi mum to fgv....mi aunt sae dat it was mie hu started to fgv first den everi one follow..she saed it was mie hu made mi parent went to her house to fgv mi grandparent..n it was mi hu did everi single tink dat its gud..she ask mi to keep it up..n i hope i will..it was reali sad yeaterday...it was e first tym i cried juz to fgv every single person....i fgv den,gv dem a kiss n a hug,same tink goes to mi bro i did dat to him to...i cried alot i tink...i dun usuali cried in front of ppl..juz cant hide e tears away..hish wat a dae...gosh..dis year myb i hav alot of sin dat i made datz y i cried wen i fgv..hope i change e tink dat its nt suppose to be...i will nvr fgt e dae we had yesterdae....rindu aku pada arwah ayah..walaupun aku tk kenal die kerana aku mase setahun,die sudah meningal....but wat ever it is i still miz him n dun reali noe y...ape saje aku tetap akan doa kan die smoge die kan jejaki surga...