Time: 4:10 AM
Friday, May 25, 2007
step aside 4 juz once. gv freedom 2 mi life. no love 4 e bloody sou
haix it been daes im being over wit stress alot2 of stress..i hate it man..cant get over guys...being single or not ders still problems around mostly bout guys..i hate it duncha understand...mi hart is seal lock up wit zip n pad lock..haha..actuali i dun even noe how to sae..but i dun reali noe how 2 love no more..since im single 4 three mnthz im single i cud oni sae e fact dat sum guys i saw are kiute n hensum but mi hart will not soften..n dae nvr attrack mie at all...now gt 4 person ask mie 4 stead not even one i can accept cuz mi hart hav reali2 seal....although if u sae how long u wanna stay n love mie..i cant tell u ani of mi ans..cus i hav none....how mani tyms u ask mie on a date if i cant make it dats dosent mean i dun lyk u..but i reali nid tym 4 miself 2 cool down..mi hart pain reali deep 4 wer it was lastym till now it wernt ended yet..i dun noe wen mi hart will heal..but wat i now mi hart hav no heal with lots of pain...kecewe giler..tk tau lagi lau aku tahu mane jalan percintaan itu lagi atau tidak....bile lagi akan aku bercinta?aku tak tau...akan kah aku bercinta lagi...?myb i lost mi direction to wer i wanna find mi hart to love..i lost mi hart..can anione help mie to fine it?can e guyz hu love mie help mie?i tink dae cant..dae oni noe how to sae all kinds of sweet words but dae dun noe wer i am..wer dat hurt mie alot..i reali2 sick of everitink...i lost it..wat i can sae all hu felt love 4 mie can tell mie straight i accept it..n i decide u'll b mi fwen...juz wanna find mi own self dat i dun reali noe wer it is dat is mi onli hart..to get back e love n to gv love...haix hope der will b one dae..i reali am lost..sian sad2..=,(
step aside 4 juz once. gv freedom 2 mi life. no love 4 e bloody soul...
4 now i wanna end mi saeing bout dis..haix....
tkc all..i update more wen im free..
:::lotx of love minnieyankies::
