MiNniE YaNkiEs

wat the hell!!!

2008-05-02T21:20:00.000-07:00

hmm wat happen....??

it was a great dae yest.. after skool.. i am suppose to miit mi guy.. since finish skool early... i wait for hem at hes skul.. n kecian kn die sakit.. haish bring him home ask him to eat medicine n go bath while i wait 4 hm at the voick deck near hes place...
haix dah sakit2 nk ikut g bowling.. haix.. n wat stupiq bowling seh.. dae infm last min.. wat the hell...
anw dats okies.. he still wanna follow.. hmm go home i wanna send hem as hes fever were reali running high!! im damn worried.. yet he didnt tok to mie.. n tell mie wats wtong.. n dah kt eunos near hes hse he wont wan mie to bring till home.. o we siit down der.. n he sae he not goin home till he take e traing.. so im not taking e train till mie send him home... hmm so mi han was bleeding.. he ignore so wad.. after few while he begin to care.. so wad noe he care.. ltr he dont???
hmm den he gt flu.. i have no more of e tissue.. so i go to e shop to buy one.. n end up he missing.. wanna take e buz home without telling mie.. wad e hell... but i kol him im not goin home.. cus he didnt tell mie hes goin.. actuali he did la he still aroung.. so we c again.. n sit n tolk.. den he meet hes fwen arh... so he tolk... haixx... so he lyk tolking sumtink bad bout mie to hes fwen or sumtink.. ye larh lu i majok atau sedih pun tk yah lah bilang... den after dat he sae i can send him home?? dah kt kul 9lebih? mabok per? haix fgt i wanna go home den so i went home... lyk im an invisible addict freak..

haix btw in e middle of e dae... it happen lyk diz...

den i didnt noe adek angkt die ade.. wat the hell.. den mi guy didnt even tolk to mie.. wen go go home tym he saed he was unhappy dat i didnt pull up mi pants cus can see mi bonbon.. how shld i noe.. he juz throw e cap.. not even tell mie wat izit.. how shld i noe.. haix.... beh tkkn tk layan i satu hari tau.. i tau u sakit.. i kn ade leh jage..
abeh ur adek angkt tu dah la manje mengattal with mi guy.. i nie kt depan mate yt tgk kn.. saket tau hati.. haix.. abeh lagi die leh urut2 kn.. i nie ade untk per? tgk kn? leave a side? atau i nie nombor ke dua.. atau maid yu>?
im realli sick of seing lyk dat...

ur adek angkt rude la....

hey i dun mind yu got adek angkat.. rapat ker.. or wat evr.. but i cant bare to c mi own guy being touch by other ghurl.. or been comfort by other ghurl..
it realli hurt mie inside.. i did cry hard.. but it leads to no wer...
i felt e pain....

dah la yu tk bilang i paper? im sick tired of yu not telling mie anitink...
hu i am to yu?

4 GODNESS SAKE IM UR GHURL OKYHE....

i realli damn love yu.. syg...

how cud dis happen to mie..
yu make mie cry..?
how cud dis happen to miie...

felt lyk throwing miself to e moon...
my hart to e stars...
mi mind to e sky..
mi tears to e sea....

i felt lyk running away!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW CUD DIS HAPPEN TO MIE!@!

::minnieyankies is dying soon::

sickening sick sick...

2008-04-24T04:48:00.000-07:00

hmm aniwae syg its nice of ur family making mie as one of den..
i realli appreatiate it alot dear.... aniwae lyk ur family lotx.. i nv had a family xpecially mi own guy family realli except mie.. hu hu.. i manage to let dem xcept mie.. haha.. but i cant realli xcept wat u all gip mie.. itx lyk too much.... but i appreciate it alot...

hmm aniwae its been awhile since im sick... wuhoooo... haha raning2 n moe rain.. wow...
hmm for as werk haix e new system lauching readi.... n tough man..
yah n for skool.. wah damn bored.. project project n more of project.. sial arh..

haix i juz noe dat mi werk fwen noe mi cousin iwan.. haha n i oso juz noe he's at ite bishan.. n wow.. haha
btw dis morning bullshit terserempak mi ex bf.. wah lau terserempak jauh tkp tau.. juz right in4nt of mie... datz creepy..
aniwae mani suprises 4 mie dis year..n it was lyk wow..

n 4 another ex msg mie.. lyk wat the hell haix..
wat the hell fucn he tolking bout.. crap billshit...

now adae teenager ppl mostly sec.. cnt respect ppl arh.. tolk lyk xcive dae big... tink dae smart.. nbcb...
fucin e minahz n matep.. nbcb...

haix jus stress.. wanna eat choco...

wooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhoooooooooooooooooo

fuckn nbcb!!!!

::minnieyankies in a realli bad mud::
::du not disturb u asshole::

Re: Minnie.. :)

2008-04-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

Hmm I never really ask you to eat lot's of food :( it's just that you eat only a little. Erm well was thinking of just getting the chain to replace the broken one you had.

But I can't find any.. so meh.. just saw something and grab it :)
Wah already told you to remove it if it's itch your neck..

Hmm I'm really sorry for that day because of my parent :( Sorry we can't go to the place that you wanted to be. My parent never inform me that they wanted to go mkn outside for dinner. But well my dad know that I was with you so he ask me to ask you to follow wahahah :D

What can I say :) I love feeding ya :D
Well if your really full can just let me know :( then I'll stop feeding ya..

Ya my mum was a little weird, the last time she wear lipstick was last year and that was when we were going to some event.. can't remember..

Hmm I don't really expect you to skip your dance practice for me. There are always many other days you can spent with me, but you gotta let me know when :)
My days are always open to be with you :) But I'm mostly book on saturday by my grandma :D

Anyway get well soon syg :) Make sure you eat the medicine okies if you don't. When I meet you I'll make sure I feed you personally heheh :)

Love ya lots mie :)

(D-A)

Big_Teddy :)

wuhhoooo start skool liao!!

2008-04-13T21:10:00.000-07:00

hmm haix start skool boring la ceh.. haixzz...
eh btw holidae was great thouigh...
hmm got go chelet 2 tyms hmm okies la 1st chelet oni eat pizza..
2nd chelet bbq.. n mi hubbie hmm owaes ask mie eat n eat n eat..
wah he reali wan mie to grow fat.. haha
hmmm... but haix werk oso bored.. hu e hell wan to werk der..
hmm finding new job thoug.. myb la ceh..
hmm haixxz.. wah mie n hubbie 3 mnths plus liao.. n 3 daes b4 our 3rd months he gave mie a neklace.. wah so beautiful.. nice leh n he put it 4 mie.. hehe till now i wear it thoug sumtym leher gatal arh haha... eh but i appriciate n all..
holidae mostly werk n spend tym with hubbie lor..
yah n during holidaes, one of the dae mi hubbie parents ajak mie go makan seafood.. wah so nice.. n mi hubbie wah he lyk keep giving mie fo0od..
den lyk i keep on eating n eating lor.. dun lyk wasting mah.. haix..
wah mi hubbie make mie eat alot but i still nvr grow fats lor haha.. aniwae hes mum so nice n kiyute haha.. cant imagine she got wear lipstick on dat very dae but actuli she doesnt most of the tym.. ryte hubbi? haha damn kiyute la ur mum.. i rmbr the very 1st dae i mit ur mum.. she reali make her hair nice then she can cum out of the room juz to c mie lor.. so kiute..
hmmmm eh hmm yest i skip dance, supposingly wanna spend more tym with yu cuz tdy start skool mah.. hmm nvrm der still another dae though..
haiyah skool tym table noe lyk shit la.. no tym to werk arh.. all finish late.. sia arh how to suvive lyk dis.. wt shit la dis skool.... ppl wan to werk to survive but hiosh... hmm c how la...

eh hubbie i love yu lotx....weeeeeeeeeeeee

::minnieyankies::

replying back to yu!!

2008-03-05T17:54:00.000-08:00

hey im juz being fwenly i guess...
disturb yu is olwaes mi pleasur duh...

yahp u r olwaes nice.. yap yu wont abandon... but layan tk layan g2..hmm haha....
hu sae ppl can betray yu.. let mie kil dem off... hish... yap past is past lor..

serios den i wan more chocs n teddy.. wahaha.. no la teddy wont stinkx la i took care of it lotx...der is no saliva on it fyi...

hmm dae our enemy coze dae jeolous lor..haha
yap if one dae i treat yu.. yu must eat alot keyh...
wer got lose more weight.. jus gain lurh...

i wont let u sad or make u cry no more keyh.. n if lyk dat i wont share yu mi sadness coze yu will feel sad den... nt fair...

hmm we both wont ever fight 4 real.. jus play2 fight oni ryte dear.. wer i cant fight wit yu.. ders nutink we can fight bout.... yap n i wont eat obat if ppl wont buy 4 mie or feed mie.. haha lols...

yaph i reali wan u to leave all ur past n make e future wit mie... n i realli hapi to be wit yu dear... yap juz enjoy ur life keyh duh...
yup internal scare hurts most.. i can help to cure 4 yu.. hahaha..

haha joke alot arh.. yu tink funnie arh? haha it is funnie.. u damn kiyute larh syg.. u r welcum anitym to write in mi blog dear... i noe i owaes majok but i will cool down.. but every time i took e phone to kol yu n ur teddy to hug wit.. i juz felt aslip b4 koling yu.. jus so warm n cudly hugging e teddy la..haha
so dats y i nvr kol yu back.. sowie keyh.. jus dat teddy smell nice n e shirt too.. wahaha..

yup mi hart will owaes b wit yu dear owaes n 4ever it will be.. i love yu much...

so it ends hear... muacxx..
owaes be wit yu..

::minnieyankis::

:D

2008-02-26T11:05:00.001-08:00

Yep the first time meeting is always shy I guess :P
Ya lah everytime meet somebody always wanna disturb...

I'm always a nice friend to be with.. don't really abandon my friend when they are in trouble.. but sometimes I'm just fed up being betray by friends.. those in my past.. Well what's past is past..

Your welcome for the choco & teddy. Hmm I guess teddy stinks since you fill him up with all your dripping salive hehehe..

Yea.. how can i ever leave a lady to walk alone at nite.. I just don't feel ok with it.. Ya lah everyone seems to be taller then me :( not fair lah..
Lol the choco at my teacher house are for all of us to eat lah.. next time don't be afriad to take it.. erm.. it's okies for me to wait lah.. don't really mind. :D

Well I'm not really that late anymore I guess.. always on time :)
I'm a great friend to some people.. and enemy to others :S

Erm next time your treat me erm.. maybe I'll eat more lah okies...
Then I gotta lose more weight... Zzz...

Choco nv eat... wah.. I buy for you all to share and eat lah.. not keep till it rot.. Zzz...

You don't really need to worry about feeling sad, when your with me.. just let me know then when I go home I'll cry about it.. Wahaha like I will even cry.. Zzz..

When your with me.. erm ya everything will be okies..
Even if I fight with you, you will win lah.. always I lose...
You ONLY eat ubat when there is... If don't have ubat, you just don't bother getting it....

Past is just the past, but can there really be an end to the past?
I don't really think so.. cause it just haunt me everytime I'm feeling down.. Like I did told you before, I really feeling like going back to who I really was in the path.. nothing much to fear, enjoying all days.. haix...
But I'm glad to be with you lah, cause everytime we meet, I feel like there is no past but future in me.

Yea.. I did say that an internal scar hurts more then an external scar.. but waiting for it to be heal takes really a long time..

I'm glad you feel happy when your with me.
I'm glad you feel warm when I hug you O_o, erm you hug me more then I do o_O hahaa.. don't really matter lah.

I never go far away from you always.. It's you who always run away from me........ :(

I'm always true to my heart and you..

Hmmmm... everytime use your blog to write.. more better send me email rite :D erm no wait.. send me a letter then post to my house wahhaha joking only.. *Yawn* It's 3am.. 2 more hours till I'm going to wake you up... so sad you don't wanna talk to me yesterday... It's okies lah... I'm used to it already.. not once but many time already :d heheh relax lah just kidding ;) Love ya lots..

ciao... going to listen to music Zzz......

A REPLY FROM MIE TO YU.....

2008-02-21T18:04:00.000-08:00

BACK A RESPOND JUZ 4 YU..

hey izen e first tym owaes shy.. yup we dun talk much juz smile.. wen it cum to several tym we saw i start being lyk fwenly.. cus its bored n i wanna disturb ppl.. cn?? and wat did yu mean yu were sitting down wit dem asking of hu lyk hu? wat does dat mean again??

hey 1st being a fwen just a fwen didnt taught of anitink just a fwen.. but u were olryte i guess n ur nice n cool.. i felt lyk u cud be mi bestfwen cos ur nice..n i can jus share of wat i felt n everything.. n u will owaes der 4 mie.. to hear mi joys n laughters or tears n cries... n i proud to be ur bestfwen..

hey wen i ask 4 choc.. i reali mean i want it.. but not all e tym leh..hehe.. lol..
aniwae tanks syg...haha n tankx 4 e teddy yup its huggable n fills with lotx of kisses from mie.. hehe...

ayg on dat hari raye was quite a tiring dae.. i noe yu r tierd but juz one more hse mah.. n i willing to go alone if u dun wan too.. but im a ghurl so can yu escort mie den?? hehe... i noe dat tym u wont leave mie alone.. n sumore at night.. lol... haha lol yup hes tall lor den mie n yu.. wow ryt? ahaha.. yah before go abg hse.. we went to ur teacher hse mah... yah lotx of chocolate siah.. mi saliver dripping seh..haha lol... mi favorite sumore.. lol i want but dun dare to take.. luckie mie yu took it for mie... eh yah im sorie if u wait for mie dat long i noe i late for two tyms but u lyk kene kn i alek seh.. yu oso becoming late too now adaes..hmmph.. aniwaes tanks 4 being der for mie dear although dat tym we were juz as fwens....

yah n bout e pizza.. hey u didnt eat it till finish n i lyk finish of the last two piece n wen i go hm it still warm in mi tummy.. wow.. haha full 4 e dae mah... next tym i blanja i want yu to eat alot till finish hehe lol......n i will feel hapi if u finish it... btw on dat dae u brought mie 2 box of chocolates.. n thankx dear.. i tink i still left the cadbury sweet but i trew it juz yesterdae cus it cant be eaten oreadi.. too bad.. haha lol its nice till i kept it long wahaha....

yup dun have to listen to wat ppl sae mah.. cus it wont be true.. but sumtyms it worries mie most.. haixz but it wont matter.. cus wat matters is im wit yu.. ryte??
n i will keep e promise we had syg.. n it wont b juz words.. yup it got anitink between us we will still share keyh.. dun be quiet.. cose i wanna listen to all single words peeling of ur mouth..hehehe i dun wanna fight wit yu.. i wan manje2 nan yu..cn? hehe.. eh of coze i eat obat wen im sick.. i owaes listen to yu mah... wer gt nvr listen... i gt eat n be ur gud ghurl leh..hehehe...

yup yu ryte past is juz past.. lets e past be an end..and start a new future ahead of us....
n yu r oso ryte...
An Internal scar make hurt more then an external scar, but it will take time to heal...yah we will talk if we gt problem dun hide it.. WAT YU THING HIDE AND SEEK ARH.. hehe lol.... i oso dun wanna c yu hurt n down.. it will make mie down too....
yesh i oso dun wan anithing to interfear our relationship.. no barrier will cum between us...

i feel hapi wen im with yu dear..
i feel warm wen yu hug mie...
i feel sweet wen u kiss mie...
n i won wanna yu to be far away 4rm mie syg....
i wanna u too hold mie tight every single minute..
n pls betru to ur hart..n be true to mie dear..
love yu olwaes.. mizz yu lotx n yu will owaes be mine 4evar..

::cant imagine wen yu go 4 ns::
::be missing yu alotx den ever::
::4ever yu im mi hart::

::love yu lotx mi teddy::
::D+A::

::minnieyankies love yu::

Reply to Minnie, From Teddy....

2008-02-17T20:35:00.000-08:00

Reply to Minnie, From Teddy.

The first time I saw you was during the 2nd bowling training. I was there to take everyone attendance & I remember there was 3 girls disturbing me, haha and one of them is you.

Yea.. when I talk it's always about me motivating you lah, I wish all my members to enjoy & learn mah haha.. As time goes by we talk a little more, “Hello”, “Are you going to Bowling” “GoodBye” that's all that was to talk about -__- ..

I remember one of the day Faiz, Salleh, Feroz & Me. All of us was sitting down before bowling training I think.. We were wondering who like who... No offense hehe never really thought about you :S

As time goes by.. you ask me to become your best friend right! :D and I wanna tell you that I proud to be one :) Being your best friend was great, as we share everything together.
Whenever you are feeling down or whatever you will always msg me, and I was always there to reply to your every msg.. And I'm also the person who make you sleep -___-

After awhile being your best friend I always invite you to bowling, but you were always too busy with other stuff.. ooh well.. & when i never invite you, you are always free...
Oh ya.. we have alot of things in common, but to bad we never knew it from the start.. If not haha i guess I would have ask you out more

often :)

Hari Raya was great to go out with you ;) I remember chilling at the Pasir Ris Inter waiting for someone for nearly 1 hour ++ . When to my teacher house was great rite? Keep on looking at the Chocolates... just take lah next time.. it's already on the table.. Anyway sorry to make you go to your abg angkat place..

My friends also never folo... all wanna go home.. your lucky lah that's I'm a guy who will never let a girl walk alone at night so late Zzz.. I feel like an Orange Juice being squeeze dry.
Your abg so tall & the best part is he is one dam fun guy to chill with. ;)

Chocolates, Chocolates... every time you see me always ask for chocolates.. And mostly I will get it for you -___- Aiya.. just like my cousin haha.. I got you a box of Chocolates & a cute Pooh Bear ;)although it's not really big but still it's huggable!! hahaha.. Hope you really enjoy it..

Now Relax.. rest you eyes... brb getting a drink.....
Okies let's continue now...

Oh ya Thanks for the pizza treat ;) Sorry I did not eat much, was really full even though I ate only one or two slice. Two hours of waiting make me full already, cause I mkn angin ah haha. :P
End of the day I enjoy and I hope all of you too. :)

Yea we been friends/best friends for a year already. Time move on fast...
Don't really need to be stun with the question I ask you right.. :I
Every words I say is = to what I mean.

Time spent with you is really a WOW! Unexplainable..

Haha Glad you enjoy the valentine day.. ;)

I know you don't like people to force you, but at certain times, I really gotta force you -___-\
Go mkn ubat lah.. sick already still must eat, rather then waiting to be cure without the ubat kan..

It don't really matter what my friends say about you lah. It's not really that difficult to handle you, your just being yourself which is good.

Original by yourself & don't follow to much into fashion but let the fashion follow you ;) ..

You promise me alot & I hope that the promise will be place into action rather then words. And same for me whatever I Promise you I'll place it into action, not to let it fade away.

You already put me to the test and it's no fair... cause i never get to trick you once :P
In relationship, we will fight over stupid stuff quarreling which other. But I hope instead of Shouting... seriously.. let's just talk about it.

I don't really care about your past but I do care about the future ;)
[ “Leaving the Past to create the Future” ]
- That's up to us.

[ “Leaving the Past & Move onto the Future, It's hard to forget the mistake even when I'm forgiven.” ]
- Internal scar make hurt more then an external scar, but it will take time to heal. Talk to me if you got any problem but not hide it away from me. I don't like to see you feeling down and always shall try my best to make you happy.

You know I will never run away from my problems, unless the problems run away from me..
I really hope nothing will come between us, And as days pass by I love you more & more. As long my hearts beats, As long I'm still breathing, I will always be there for you ;).

My Memories with you are not ment to be fade away, therefore it shall always be kept with me in my mind ;) Creating the future with you, shall always be a role that I want to be in.

Promise you 4ever okies. ;)

*Sorry for any spelling error I'm not really good in spelling anyway..

syg..i wrote dis especially 4 yu dear....

2008-02-16T00:19:00.000-08:00

this is a story of mi syg n mie.....
the story of wat it is 4rm e dae we meet till today.....
the story of wich i dun wan dis momment to have an ending...
wich i hope if to be for life and i'll cherish every single momment in mi hart....
syg yu noe e meaning of every single tink i wrote is onli for yu dear and du belief its true....

the dae i met u..
we were just strangers...
we barely even talk...
we barely even have an eye to look 4 each other..
and we barely even have in contact....
hmmm e day was wen u called 4 mie to ask wether i go training for bowling cca or not..
and i sae ok im goin.. but i didnt ever talk to yu much.. haha..
hmm wen e first training start.. i bowled lyk shit... mani help mie alot... but i still down..
den i move up i train so hard n e team hu make mie up even yu didnt wan mie 2 gv up...
i still remember wen im training i goin to bowled but wen at a sudden i lost e confidence i turn back.. and some laugh n some ask mie not to gv up.. n u smile n ask to gv it a try..
so i did.. i put e fear i had.. n move on to get e score i get...
dat tym u barely even talk to mie..
although we r fwens..we didnt talk much.. wen see each other wat we du is juz smile n sae hi....
onli wen training yu gv tips..as a captain wud du....

at evry momment i think yu reali are a gud frewn..
u nvr been harsh to mie b4 lyk some othr guys did...
an dats wen i make yu as mi bestfwenz..
and we become more close as a fwen..
we contact each tym wen in need...
and yu were der wen i need help..
n yu were der wen i have a problem..
yu have help mie alotx....
n sumtymz i tink i owe yu alotx.....

most of chocolates sumwan gv is yu.. yu beat the score of giving chocs to mie.. n i like it..
but it dun hav to be much.. yu gave chocs wen im down.. wen mi birthdae..wen i feel lyk eating..
n sumtyms i feel i owe u lots of tink.. coze yu did so much 4 mie... but we were just bestfwen....

sumtymz yu called mie up wether wanna go bowling or not.. sumtymx i did sae yes but at tym
i juz gave reasons.... during auntie june anak weddings.. rmbrd wen we were help out.. wen im with e ghurls helping out i saw u were sitting.. and yu were so looking at mie haha..
didnt noe y?? but after dat i juz ignore and den distub yu lotx of tym.. haha
i pinch yu so hard until u cheeks red.. haha but it look kiyute.. n yu pinch mie back as a revenge..
wahaha n it hurt mie lotx haha.. but i wont much coze after dat we 4gv itx other..haha..funie kn?

n until e dae yu told mie yu have a hart 4 mie.. i was at first hmm was thinking y is dat so?
i was shock but warm n cool..
i was thinking dat i was blind didnt notice dat mi bestfwen du lyk mie...
n im sorie dat i didnt notice it... i trulie sorie dat i blind... i sae dat i'll consider dat 1st...
n u sae okeyh.. so gv a week to think i guess...

dat wen i wen to malacca on holidaes.. i gt tenang kn fikiran as i dat tym juz break up one mnths with sum stupiq mat-rep..
wateve...
but i c e sea n e skys..it was calm.. e moon n stars... with e atmosphere.. windiness blew mi hair smoothly... it as beautiful n wonderful...
i felt warm n cozie n suddenly i taught of yu... den wen i was thinking.. it was reali funnie..
everi single thing i taught of i laugh... cuz i spent more tym telling yu stories bout mi self dat mi late mat-rep didnt care bout.. n yu wer owaes der 4 mie every single tym i wanna share things dat make mie stresss.... yu were owaes der 4 mie.. n i didnt noe it dat i was blind....

a great guybut now as tym goes by.. i make u as mine... coze i noe yu will be der 4 mie.. taking kaire of mie.. looking out 4 mie.. n be der 4 mie... n it will onli be yu dear i promise...
hey i still rmbr from e verie 1st of us being strangers till now.. i still kept dat memories in mi mind by mi hart.. it still swiit every single minutes....

wen sumtym i tink of yu..wen we were bestfwen.. i owaes tink dat yu r a great guy.. u make mie laugh.. yu make jokes.. yu wer der 4 me every single tym.. n it owaes have been yu n i oo noe dat it is yu dat i started falling in love with... n i didnt noe it cud happen but it oreadi have.... thankx 4 being der 4 mie der.. and im glad it is yu... n 4evar it will ryte dear....

syg i promise with yu dat yu will owaes b in mi hart.. syg i reali love yu without yu by mi side i will b woried n i'll b crazie finding 4 u.. i wont wan yu to leave mie syg... promise mie yu wont dear.?? i had enuff being left alone dear.... yu e onli one in mi hart n soul.. till infernity togethr 4 ever...

::i'll kept e memories we had in mi mind by mi hart to mi soul..till infernity::

:=:D+A:=:

:=:owaes love yu dear 4ever:=:

::minnieyankies::

im exhausted dear!!!

2008-02-16T00:03:00.000-08:00

haha owaes didn update huh?? haha lol afew dae readi i sick now e third dae im sick....
and im on mc 4 two daes..so no need to werk.... haix go alots of kahak seh/flamd haha...
haha lol but and at home kinda bored.. and i need money larh.. dats y i stree miself dear to keep on werking to surpport miself... haix werk oso lyk shit... haiyah wat ever... haix sill tinking wat othr werk i can find haha...lol... i havent realli werk hard yet n im still trying... wah....

wow haha i feel hungrie but lazzie to eat arh. hahaha
waiting 4 mi dear to feed mie can?? can syg??
haha lol...

syg i love yu....
since e dae i met yu,
im addict-im addicted to yu...hehehe
lol...

ayg btw i wanna sae thankx to yu on dat sundae 4 bringing mie n mi adeq to vivo..it was fun n thankx 4 e treats.. n i lyk e shirt alotx.. eh n thank on e valentine dae...it was great dear.. thankx dear....muacxxx love yu lotx...

::minnieyankies::

wah im in 2nd year nitec.. wow.. n sumtink else..

2008-01-17T18:46:00.000-08:00

wow 2nd year nitec dats great but boring..haha
ala bosan seh.. hish lotx project.. n all.. his lazy to buy books..la haven yet buy oni buy one n dats all..haha
eh alamak.. next mnth bowling cca dah start haix more lazi larh.. hish..
felt lyk quiting.. but dat tym saw mr das.. he sae cnnt.. haha
aniwae finish off wit dat n skool la.. althouht i felt drag dis year.. haha actuali every year felt lyk dun wan skool lorh hahaha..
eh haix n i werk too dats great.. but nid to collect more money lurh.. haha..
wish e holidaes were here so i can collect lotsx n lotx haha.

eh i felt hungry laaaaaaa.....haiya.. n i fell lyk eating more of chocolate.. yum2...
haha.. eh ok
i gt sumtink to sae b4 i end... haha

4 a special sumone in a special hart.. haha..

eh anw hmm juz have sum empty space juz to spent wit sumone in mi mind owaes n 4evr...
haha hope he noe hu he is.. hehe
if he reads dis.. i wanna tell him n everi one in e world.. dat...
i reali2 miz yu.. sgt rindu dah lamer tk umper tau hahaha..
eh n i love him n onli one..
mi teddy... sweet hart i reali mis yu haha...
if relationship is a drop of tears.. i myte aswell gv u e ocean to mi hart..
eh if der is a planet 4 mie to leave in i myte as well rent e whole planet to yu..
e whole earth is moving n so du mi hart..
moving ticking n turning depen into ur hart aswell..
as wat i noe i realli du love yu lots syg owaes n 4ever..

::D+A::

::minnieyankies::

enjoy the sentosa..

2007-11-11T21:33:00.000-08:00

yeah itx been long nvr blog.. so goblok haha... kla.. now i wanna write..

wow eh 4 e mi bdae i gt chocolate sia 4rm mi grandmum n irah..
mi bestfwen riduwan chine bought 4 mie chocolate biskuit n winnie e pooh.. hAhA EH i lyk dat pooh so much sia wen i slip i hug n kiss it.. n kiss it b4 goin 2 skul oso..haha but i wont fgt mi another winnie e pooh dat mi guy gave mie hehe...lol.. haha but itx better if i have mickey mouse haha.. bluiexxx

btw yeaterdae was a fun n great dae.. i enjoy it so much sia.. i go der wit 5 person includes mie.. wit diana n her bro n her mum wich is mi mak angkat n ismail... wow it was a great dae at sentosa.. we hav a swim.. havin fun n laughter.. n after dat we play luge.. wow dat was fun.. wish next tym play more of gocard haha..
aniwae if ders sumore outing lyk dis i will foward 2 dat dae..yeah hehe...
nutink much to sae reali.. dat im so lazie to write arh kla taking kaire.. muaxz ya all..

eh btw i love mi swiitie so much.. syg mi raez syg.. yeah its been 4mnth plus.. is was a great tym spending tym wit him.. love hem loxt 2 e max..muaxxxx

i 4ward to next week sia will have a great tym..
love yu all muaxx.. i'll update nextym muaxxx....

::minnieyankies::

HAPI BDAE 2 MIIE!! yeah2

2007-10-31T00:00:00.001-07:00

yeah yeah itx mi bdae itx mi bdae, letx enjoy n make a party.. hehe yeah tdy its mi bdae.. im juz turning 17.. yahoo..... haha ppl alreadi finishing enjoying dea dae im juz begining e hopeful wonderful dae.. hehe....
wow on 30oct gt ppl wish mie n advance it was aishah.. mi guy.. n nur dianah bowling hehe..
n jus now wan gv mie present sia.. irah oso gv mie present.. thankx guyszx.. n e rezt of them still wish mie.. haha.. dat was nice.. aniwaes.. mi mum did wish mi e very 1st morning aounnd 00.12am haha.. thankx mummy.. mummy mummy tkd present ker?? hehe love u lotx mummy.. hehe.. aniwaes mi dae hav not yet over i tell yu all again next tym ayte.. ..

wow skul tdy end at 6 sia.. felt lyk cabut last lesson.. hehe..

aniwae ders still hv project n nid to finish dat stupid proposal..haha..

kla i tink datz about all.. tkc guys..

::love yu lotx guys::
::minnieyankies::

hari raye wit fwen on 28 october!

2007-10-29T00:56:00.000-07:00

on the 28 of october was a great dae mie n mi clazmate wen out 4 hari raye...
der were 7 of us.. mie, dianah, irah, nadia, waty, shah n dyno.. the rest of mua fwen buai sia.. sae wanna cum but end up nvr..hahaha.. wat ever.. but e journey still on..

1st we wen to mega a.k.a shahrizal house.. hes mum cook nasi goreng n nuggets.. n mie n mua fwen eat e food.. until e nuggets gone missing haha.. n e rice still full haha.... while wen we were eating dyno jokes around n sae to mega mother dat mie n nadia wants milo.. haha it was juz a joke.. n after a few minutes mega mother bring in 3 glasses of milo n we ought to finish it... haha wat else we all push e glass to dyno ask him drink all.. but end up he finish it.. haha but diana took one glass.. hehe.... i ate abit kuih..nice ryte..
after all we talk n laugh n talk n laugh n joke.. but waty n nadeeya play wit mega's cat.. e cat so kiute sia n fluffy... haha irah so scared wit that cat.. haha while i was standing i saw the cat toy.. it was a small mouse toy.. i wanted 2 throw at irah n she was scared of the wite.. haha n den itx tym to go 2 another hse..
n b4 we go we got to take picturez.. luckily i brought mi camera.. or else we dont have picx to keep as memeories.. hehe.. but to bad juz take a few pic e batteries running out n i fgt 2 bring extra batteries.. haha.. so wen i reach at yewtee mrt i n irah go n buy sum batteris while e other wait us at e mrt station up stairs.. haha.. but wen we wanna take e escalator go up.. e train arrive n we rush n caught in e train.. haha.. wat am i saying sae.. haha....

den we wen 2 irah house at jurong.. yeah2..
we arrive at the wah juz sit down muz eat..
wow her muim cook us i tink it was mee bundong.. haha..
i comment abit.. haha it was delicious.. but too hot until we nid more den 3 glasses to cool down our troat.. but it was nice.. n i eat e kuih.. gt chocalate cookies nice man i lyk haha.. wow...
den while was siting azhari was buzie taking our picture haha....
den we wen to another place.. yeah2...

we at the bus going 2 dianah place at lakeside jurong der.. wow b4 alighting, irah sis koled her n tell her dat her grandfather fall.. n she ought 2 go home..haix den we left 6 ppl.. haix poor irah... but it was a great but end up e dae dat make a mess.. haiya was sad though...haiyah.. but after all we still wen to diana house.. she got other guest too.. haiya still we ought to eat.. wow her mum cook nasi goreng n tak salah fried mee siam.. nice man lucky not dat hot.. haha but nice though... lol..after dat we we wanna go 2 e next house.. haix diana not following sia.. she sae she gonna go out do project wit her boifwen hahaha.. wat e gatx.. den we left 5 ppl sia.. left mie, waty, naddeya, azhari n mega.. haix..

aniwae we still carry on wit our hari raye.. finalli we came 2 azhari a.k.a dyno.. hes house was at seranggon.. wen we arrive he oso gt visitor.. haha...haha e same tink we do is eat eat eat n drink drink drink n more of eating haha... his mum cook laksa johor sia.. datz was mi favourite food haha.. so hapi.. wow after eating we all sat at e living room.. haha e mum tolk 2 us.. haha we makes jokes laugh n more of laughing sia..haha.. gerek..n e mum n dad so e outgoing seh..hagah...den we left..haha

after dat we wen to waty house haha...
we took mrt at serangoon mrt n change train at outram park..haha
but we we at outram park.. nadia goin off haha..she meeting her guy sia..
den we left 4 person..haix our group become lesser n lesser.. haha e fun n laughter going soundli after.. haha..
but we still wen to waty house at bedok.. haha go der luckyli der were no fud.. cus im so full sia.. but we ate kuih n gt cholate biscuit.. yum2.. mi favourite choc biscuit sia..haha..
we watch tv at the same tym.. n waty house gt 3 cat.. haha... wow after dat we left 3 ppl.. as it was e last house.. left mie shah n mega.. so we wen to the mrt to take e train.. shah n mega r goin home..

but im not yet going home haha.. i meet wan cine at pasir ris den follow him to his ex sec teacher hse wit his fwen.. haha mi journey izen over yet... haha dae tolk for 1 hr.. haha n i didnt noe wat is it about haha.. n i saw chocolate n swiits.. haha b4 i took den wan pass it 2 mie..wahaha... nice man e whole dae full of chocolate.. choc cookies.. choc biskuit.. choc kuih.. haha nice man i lyk.. haha btw at that teacher place lotx of book sia two big shelf.. haha.. mostly ade pasal agama.. n so on.. haha..

hey n its alreadi late night at aroung 11.30 but its not yt over.. i still have another open house dat i haven wen too haha.. abg amin nye house la.. its mi abg angkat house oso at pasir ris.. haha he wait 4 mie at the kolong blk wit hes fwen n cousin 3 ppl..haha dgn muke ngantuk die.. haha sowie eh abg hahaha...
wow itx kinda tired la.. but dat was e last house haha i ate a bit la... n played wit his niece.. kiute sia.. hehe.. wow mi abg gonna be more tall sia... huhuhaha..
haixz so damn tired after dat mie n wan cine wen home take cab.. n mi abg angkat nye fwen tag along.. take cab together.. but hes fwen alight at bedok n wan alight at ubi.. n last but nt least mie alight at yewtee haha.. i reach home bout 1am in the morning sia.. dat was damn late n damn tired.. mi mum is waiting 4 mie wen im reach home.. luckily she sae nutink..o0pxz.. hehehe.. sowie wan if i make yu follow till dat late.. n sowie mi mummy if i wen home late.. haha.. oopzx!!

datzx about all i guesss.... hehe... anw it was a great n tiring dae 4 mie.. hehe..
anw selamat hari raye... boocha!!

::love u all lotxxz::
::minnieyankies::

2007-10-24T19:31:00.000-07:00

yeah.. last sundae on 21st oct... ders a open house at mi place.. its a great dae arh.. n celebrate an advanve badae 4 mie miself too haha... its fun sia.. lots of mi fwen came.. i invite lots of fwen buut e one came oni 35 ppl...haha but sum still nt der haha.. eh still plus mi bro n sis fwen.. lots sia.. n mi cuzins.. so e tired..... haha mi guy arh haiyoh.. he juz noe mi grandmum dah uat kwn mcm bepuluh tahon siol kenal.. den rabak seh.. aku diperkene2 kn.. not fair ah.. mi nenek shld b on mi side nt hes.. haha but ok la.. haha..
no comment. i dun tink i have ani more tink to write... later i update e picx ayte..

tankx 4 cuming u all.. love ya lots...

kla im outer hear..

::minnieyankies::

escape theme park!!!!!

2007-10-16T23:53:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO YAHOOOOOO...
yesterdae mie go escape theme park with other two of mi fwen..... haha 3 free tickets mah.. so dae bring mie along haha....yeah.. i go wit mi skool fwen waty n nadia.....
haha it was a great dae but itx kinda hot laaaa e wether... we supposingly will b miting at around 11am bt caqme abit later arh.. haha but after meeting den we straight go 2 e theme park... haha we play lotx of games der.. we wen in2 hunted house, den play e go cart, n yg benda pusing aku tk tau arh babe... haha but i lyk e go cart itx felt lyk i have own a car hahaha... yahooooooooooo.. yg benda terbalek2 too haha jeriek habis giler siol n we wen 4 it two tym haha.. n i felt giddy after all over but it was a great fun pleasure.. haha wonder if ders a new ride.. i b e 1st wan hu will ride hahaha...yahooooooooooo.......

haha n after dat we go 2 town.. we go makan 1st as we r verie hungry.. den we teman kn nadia by t-shirt 4 her werk n den we jalan2 aryh...haha not much at town.. preetwy much all e same arh....haha after dat we take a rest b4 going hm take e train..haha..

wen in train mi dear guy called haha.. asek kene kn nadia itek hahaha....daffie duck..haha ouuuh.. sowie nadia...haha.. kn nadia kene kntapak kasut size 7..hahahaha.....oooppssss.... sowie babe... haha....

kla nutink much to sae aniwae im sick..have not feeling better yet..haha hope tmrow i felt a bit better haiya.....

ouh yah cant wait 4 mi open house 4 harie raye babe on dis sundae 21st october..yeah.. c u all....kla nutink to sae liao... blog again wen i hav tym yeah,........

signing out..
::lotx of love reen::

::minnieyankies::

yahoo harie rayer..

2007-10-14T02:58:00.003-07:00

yeah2..haha wanna tell yu guy i juz hav a new born adek sedara on 26sep 07 after mi bro bdae on 25 sept haha..... its a ghurl e name is SOPHIAH ALISHA OR CAN CALL SOFIE ALISH.. haha kiute tau... love her truckloads..cant wait 4 mi another autie2 gv birth hahaha.. comfirm kiute kids will have,..

btw harie raye wat a great dae....todae is a 2nd dae haha..
e 1st dae raye wat a great dae i gt sick n no voice to tolk as i gt soar throat n slight fever... todae oso sick but more worse gt flu sommore haixz...wat a great tym to sick on e dae of harie raye..haixzz..... hmm but nice la i tought i werk readi no green pack.. but i still receive some.. haha but im more hapie sia cuz i can eat lotx2 n lotx food until mi stomach aching.. gt lotx of fud sia.. gt rendang, sambal goreng, satay goreng, ketupat, lempeng n manie more.. i cant stop eating sia..hahaha... love e kueh n chocolates, still gt chocolate cookies.. yeah.. haha.. i take more picx of mie n mi familie yeah.... got go relative house but i cant tok sia..as i have no voice..mi sister n mi mum bcum mi assistance dae du e toking 4 mie hahahahahaha... wow but its still a great dae.. i dun mind if im wearing last year baju raye but itx still a great dae n memorable dae.. lotx of fun, jokes, laughter n get along well wit all our relative..

HAPI HARIE RAYER YU ALL.. LAU TERSALAH SILAP, TERKASAR BAHASA, TERPINJAM HARTA BENDA, TERSASUL DIMANA2.. HARAP DIAMPON KN YE SMUA..
DI HARI YG PENUH BERMAKNA INI KU POHON RESTU..
SEMOGA BERBAHAGIA DI HARIE YG MULIA INI..

wah tmrw open skool readi..felt tired sia..hah lyk dont wanna go skool sia haha.. miz all mi fwen at skool.. cyu all tmrw..

haha now i at mi auncle house harie raye still can blog..haha kla im gonna continue mi journie of harie raye..continue blogging if i gt tym cyu.... tkc yu all..muacxxx

LOVE YU ALL LOTX...MUACXXX

::MINNIYEANKIES::

jokesterisms wen 2 ecp

2007-08-23T00:15:00.000-07:00

yeah dis is e guys i will nvr erase 4rm mi heart...we r e JOKESTERISMS..
dae were e one hu bring mi sadness away wen i had one..we shared problem together..we do cried together..n had fun together..played together..we lepak together n everi tink so far together..dae sing play guitar..we have our own theme songs n other songs dat e guy maked.. one of the tinkz we lyk is to jokes alot dats y we r name as jokesterisms i tink..hehe.. n den we wernt foget bout skool..but wen one cabot all cabot haha.... hope we the jokesterisms wont b seperated..yeah...love yu guyz!! muaxxx!!

mie and mi twinx..haha actuali waty edit 4 mie..tankue waty.. muaxx yeah!

the pantat sekx siol haha..o0opxz!!
gorgeos wan ahaha!!!

mcm fighter kn?

wat e heck dae doin?
haha!

sachok tk dae all? pompuan2 pilih satu jgn malu..hehe

whu u tink e muscular one?haha

we at east coast.. rain sumore dat tym haiyah... sad.. while we e ghurls in e tent e guys play soccer.. we had fun playing UNO card yeah.. e guys played guitar n we sang together years..it was kinda fun n memorable day..we had so much fun 2gether yeah althought it rain n e next dae sum of us am sick bt yet we go 2 skool yeah.. cant wait 4 e next one..yeah..

::19/8/07 east coast park::

::minnieyankies::

sabar separuh dari iman

2007-08-01T19:19:00.000-07:00

hmm its been tym 4 updates..
life is tough 4rm e start..aint it gonna b easy pizzy...

mi life sumtym can b lyk shit...
freaking n making e world go crazy...
got stepdad lyk dun hav... i jus wish i could hav a real father lyk ani one else...
y muz mi dad pass away 1st wen i was lil as one yeas old.. it ezen fair cuz u dun noe how it fel to hav a real father....haha arh....i love mi mum..love lotx2...

i felt so sad to those of mi frewn hu dont appreciate dier own parents...wat e hell dey doin..ade parent tapi bbual buruk..hmm dah baek e parent gv dem gud tinks n all..haixx...dpt kluar satu keluarga pun nk unkit cite gini g2 la tk suke kluar nan dae alll la n so wat ever shit... if mie i would wan to go out wit mi own famili one dae..but nvr did.... haix wat ever life is lyk dat wat to do kn..

y muz sumtym i listen to ppl since dae demself doncha listen to mie..i hate dat...marah org pun sembarangan ingat aku tk tau marah alek per..aku pun pandai marah eh..ingat kiter nie pendiam n macam budak baek...kental tk pandai stepout 4 mi ownself..relax suar eh..jgn sampai aku hilang sabah kene la ko...

wat ever it is sabar separuh dari iman...cobaan tu satu cabaran..sabar n tabah lor..life is owaes hard 4rm e start..cnt we change it?haix

hmm lost hope haiz..

hahaix love mi mum lotx2 muaxxxx

::minnieyankies::

2007-07-18T19:44:00.000-07:00

haix long tym sinc3.. haha hmm okie life is okiehs la..olreadi gt a guy dat i love lots..
btw to e guy hu hav been hurt 4rm mie im so sorie i nvr mean it.. its juz not der.. e hart n soul.. but now i juz pray hard 4 u guys n gud luck in life 4 finding e ryte gurl.. 4 now im juz wanna b hapi wit mi oni guy.. muaxxxx love u lotx n lotx ayg muaxx smoge hapi2 selalu..muaxxxxxx

eh i fainted today b4 goin skool..again..haha wat stupiq sia..paiseh agi.bluexxx

::love minnieyankies::

2007-07-01T01:46:00.000-07:00

haix i jus check mi stupiq result.. haix i gt 2.462 gpa point.. wat sia.. aniw look on e bright sight.. i still have fun but wont.. cuz hope mi next gpa point wil be better high..i wanna go poli sia..hope can leh..haix hope i can focus later on..wat ever craap la..im juz tired haix...

hey tdy i eat mee soto mi uncle cook it so nice man n mi fav too.. n i eat roti prata oso..wow so fool..

wanna here sumtink hmm one of mi classmate jus been engage.. n now mi bestfwen hu is a guy jus kol a few daes ago he goin to be engage dis september..wow so young age engage so soon haha.. hey being single is much better wat.. full of fun n hopes in relationship no stress..but a bright future ahead 4 mi own..hahaikxz juz kiding.. 4 mie myb not e tym yet.. hmm wait wen it will happen.. but guess hu..haix fgt it.. haha..wow dis few daes i met alot of ppl.. n mi bestfwen introduce mie to his fwen.. i didnt noe he was e same skool as minde until mi bestfwen tell mie so.. haha nice nowin him thogh.. hu noes one big dae i noe one guy hu will b mi idol..haha..lyk if!..it wont happen aniwaes..

aniw its a great fun tym dis holidae.. meet new people.. been out of jobs..hu care i no job.. i can find new wan.. dat stupiq manager rasice.. wat ever.. i will find new job soon after.. i have fun going out wit fwen.. playing bowling.. jus window shopping..althoung i hate shoping..so bored..haix.. i play badmiton..chatting wit fwen..watch movies wit fwen n play pool wit dem.. n shop wit mi mum n watching movies wit her.. n mani other stuff still fun though rather tinking bout dat stupiq work back in mi head..haix wat ever..

wah sian ler..kla stopig noe..toodles!

::lol::

::minnieyankies::

mi life b light ouu ahhh

2007-06-22T05:55:00.000-07:00

now starting with tdy..e day quite tired lah.. dun noe y feel lyk slecking all dae long but i went to tempines juz now with mi aunty mi sis n cousins.. haha aniwae quite fun wit lil kids around dae make joys to our life..haha i gt two aunts hu is pregnant now..n i cant wait to have a new cosin wonder if its a gurl or a boi.. i hope is a boy coze all mi cosin mostly ghurl accept one n mi two brothe the other 7 is a ghurl haix..anw it doesnt matter im jus happi wether a ghurl or a boi i still gt a new famili coming dat means mi new lil swit2 cousin..haha so hapi..haix im bored now wat to do haix..

hmm i feel lyk avoiding sumone did i..hmm nvrm im confuse at tym..crazy mie sumtime..haixx it dosent matter..

hey lamernye holidaes..haha miz mi fwen haha..mis u diana rindu kacau ko ngn irah seh..haha..eh mis mi cca, i meant mi bowling frwen.. i mis skool...haha one week or two to go..haha..haikx..kla datz 4 e dae..

4 now wanna start wat i wrote..a poem could b..hmmm

1st wan starts('',

::night dat makes mie wonders::

bulan hanya satu menerang dan bercahaya, bintang berkelipan tk terkira, awan yg mlm sunguh tk kelihatan sangat, tetapi angin bertiup kencang dan ku rasa sejuk sangat2, ku seorang diri sedang berehat, pantai yg luas ku lihat, bila hati rusing bingit dan bengang, pantai itu saja boleh membuat hati ku kembali tenang, pantai itu saja yg nampak ku disitu, dan allah saja tahu apakah di hatiku, teryata dunia ini penuh keindahan, dengan alam yg suasana teramat nyaman.....

tapi dalam maksud ku pada kata2 ku ini tiada org yg pasti faham apakah maksud ku sebenarnye.. der a great meaning in dis poem myb i oni noes....

2nd wan starts('',

::dairi of life::

dairi ku menjadi nota hari-harian ku, dia menjadi mangsaku, tak kala ku gembira atau sedih, tetap ku menulisnya dalam kata2 puisi walaupun kadangkala hati ini pedih, dairi lah kawan rapatku, dialah yg tahu segala isi hati ku, ku menulisnya setiap malam sebelum tidur lena, dengan sepenuh hatiku yang pehuh bermakna, dairi itu sajalah yang tahu kelukaanku - kesedihanku - keperitanku - kegemilanganku - kemeriaaku - kegembiraanku dan segala-galanya yang ku alami, dairi itu yang berada dengan ku selama ini tak akan ku bawa pergi...

mi dairi its mi daeli life of memories n poems of mi mi life.....

3rd wan starts('',

::life dat i couldnt imagine::

in life i juz cant imagine wat will b happening, becoze e world is turning, burning e pass away, making a new turn today, but wen i search 2 find a new way, it turn to b bad as olwaes, we cant olwaes hav wat we want, but olwaes hav wat we dont want, olwaes making e best out of mie, but it will nvr b, i hav mi own life 2 see, bt people olwaes make it right 4 mie, 4 now i juz wanna try mi best, not 2 b e best out of e rest, bt 2 b e best out of miself, and showing wat i can do bout mi ownself.....

4th wan starts('',

::memorise kept seal sometym fgt::

memorise r olwaes b kept close 2 mi hart, becoze its all lovely n wonderful lyk an art... there's nutink 2 b mad at, and wat 4 to b sad... you make our relationship stop at first, and make it burst n worse... and now you sae you are crazy when i'm gone, but wen i'm olwaes der you are the wan who olwes goes wrong and gone...

i will ner b around e people hu olwaes tink of dem self n not other..n i hate ue 4 wat ue sad..i juz hate ue of wat ue hav become...hope u change mi fwen...

hmm i tink datz 4 today.. i guess.. hmm wonder wat i gona write next.. still tinking.. hmm myb tmrow ganna rest mi head.. i wanna eat arh hungry.. n now im sick gt flu arh.. haix tmrw gt ndp practice hope i will feel btr by tmrw.. cant wait to meet all mi fwen der...hehe kla all exhasted nw..

n one more tink..

mie nurin sharaine bte fadzil nvr lie again to mi hart.. datz e oni prob i hav along life n i wont now..i promise dat.. haha im so silly..anw gosh..hmm

-sayonara-

::lot of love minniyankies::

e fun tym n not a fun tym

2007-06-20T23:52:00.000-07:00

begginning with dis blog..haix... long tym nvr blog miss typing man.. haix begging wit the holidaes goes preety well enough i tink..haha i tink i jus quit mi job..myb..but haix false hope coze i taught i can work der 4 long..but 7mnths working der 4 e first job i tink its long enough..haix it dosent matter..i quit not becoze i want..itz becoze of dat one manager i alwaes get scolded 4 nothink..haix she creepz mi alot more den others too..sick man becose of her..anw so wat.. along the way i work der so mani ppl been quiting..hai9x anw dat doesnt matter.. now i hope i get a chance to find a new job b4 school reopen..anw its along holidaes ahead.. wat the gags..haix..

jus now morning its a great tym..haha long time nvr play bowling.. i get to play wit mi friends jus now...wit zarifi, salleh, ridzuan n his ghurl n his fwen.. it doesnt matter hu.. but its fun la.. i played 6 game..haha pain sia mi finger..i type oso cant feel e nerve haha...eh but salleh i won 4 game out of 6..haha u oni won 2..aniwae score diff abit hu cares i still win u..i win yeah2 yeah2 hehe..bluexx..hahaha bluexxx... hey aniwae its fun guys.. cant wait if ders a nother outing of bowling next time wit u guys again yeahs..haha after e game i n mi sis n zarifi wen to long john silver at lot1 2 eat coze we felt hungry at dat tym.. e rest wen home early.. finali after eating we went home.. eh wait i met a frewn some wer around lot1..haha say hi n bye..haha..i tink..hehe..dats 4 e day..

:::now begins wit mi diary of poems:::

::something i shld hav known along ago to let mi hart fly away wit a no hope::

i noe u 4 quite some tym, but we never meet even one time, knowing u was a pleasure, being friends with u is a great thing 4 sure, messaging each other is what we do, getting 2 know each other better is a great thing t0o.. you are a great guy, swit loving guy, u are friendly n understanding, u juz so swit n caring.. But when days pass by, i could'nt lie, coze i alwaes think of u, n mi hart felt soft n swit whenever i msg u, i taught mi hart lied 2 mie n it is'nt true, but mi minds juz keep thinking of u, i taught i can throw away mi hart, 2 4get bout who happen to be in mi hart, but it juz cant, n i hope one dae i can as i want, to lose the feeling in mi hart, 4 e person dat aint have e same hart, i noe it will nvr happen between us, coze i juz felt lyk it wont be 4 us....

aniwae wat ever will be it doesnt matter to mie.. cabaran allah hanye ku kena terima..cobaan hanya satu permulaan..sabar as we go along e days..it could be a long life or short.. it doesnt matter as mi hart bring along mi loves one in mi mind..

as long i noe wats right 4 mie.. coping with alots of prob its juz something 4 mie to acchieve to get it better in time.. to save a thing i feel lyk it could b better in mi future hope...

4 u noe hu it doesent matter at all..

mummy i love yu lotx n lotx haha..i saed dat alot of tym to mi mum.. last night quite alot of tym n juz dis morning.. n i dun noe y.. juz feel lyk it.. jus hoping she be der 4 mie every tym.. coze she e oni one 4 mie as i hav no dad.. mi stepdad 4 mie his not lyk a dad to mie.. it doesnt matter as i hav mi mum.. i love u lotx mum..

finali i tink dis is an end 4 today i guess.. at least i update mi blog..den never ryte??
hehe..bluexx to all..

::reen step minnieyankies::
lotx of love u all muakxxx

step aside 4 juz once. gv freedom 2 mi life. no love 4 e bloody sou

2007-05-25T04:10:00.000-07:00

haix it been daes im being over wit stress alot2 of stress..i hate it man..cant get over guys...being single or not ders still problems around mostly bout guys..i hate it duncha understand...mi hart is seal lock up wit zip n pad lock..haha..actuali i dun even noe how to sae..but i dun reali noe how 2 love no more..since im single 4 three mnthz im single i cud oni sae e fact dat sum guys i saw are kiute n hensum but mi hart will not soften..n dae nvr attrack mie at all...now gt 4 person ask mie 4 stead not even one i can accept cuz mi hart hav reali2 seal....although if u sae how long u wanna stay n love mie..i cant tell u ani of mi ans..cus i hav none....how mani tyms u ask mie on a date if i cant make it dats dosent mean i dun lyk u..but i reali nid tym 4 miself 2 cool down..mi hart pain reali deep 4 wer it was lastym till now it wernt ended yet..i dun noe wen mi hart will heal..but wat i now mi hart hav no heal with lots of pain...kecewe giler..tk tau lagi lau aku tahu mane jalan percintaan itu lagi atau tidak....bile lagi akan aku bercinta?aku tak tau...akan kah aku bercinta lagi...?myb i lost mi direction to wer i wanna find mi hart to love..i lost mi hart..can anione help mie to fine it?can e guyz hu love mie help mie?i tink dae cant..dae oni noe how to sae all kinds of sweet words but dae dun noe wer i am..wer dat hurt mie alot..i reali2 sick of everitink...i lost it..wat i can sae all hu felt love 4 mie can tell mie straight i accept it..n i decide u'll b mi fwen...juz wanna find mi own self dat i dun reali noe wer it is dat is mi onli hart..to get back e love n to gv love...haix hope der will b one dae..i reali am lost..sian sad2..=,(

step aside 4 juz once. gv freedom 2 mi life. no love 4 e bloody soul...

4 now i wanna end mi saeing bout dis..haix....

tkc all..i update more wen im free..

:::lotx of love minnieyankies::

2007-04-15T23:45:00.000-07:00

2007-04-15T22:17:00.000-07:00

the tym we wen to sentosa...

lotx of shit n crapxz we make..haha..bluexx

mi anak! kiute ryte?

good scenery!

a.k.a mat step cool!

a.k.a lifeguard!

we ghurlz!

mat step cool..haha!

monkey! haha

so sad sia!

haqeem trying to feed e peacork..

having fun

DATE:~~28/3/07~~

mi mibroken hart

2007-03-18T22:40:00.000-07:00

arh so sad..broke mi hart..pain sia...juz broke up..he make mie lyk shit ryte..i read his inbox n tadah i saw he ask stead 4rm hes kakak angkat...lyk shit ryte he sae he ask along tym ago..but den i see e msg jus march3..haix so sad..den noe he sae he want to fgt all about loving her nor other gurl in hes life..except 4 mie..haixz...he noe ask 4 patch up everi single dae..i dun noe wat tur sae la..wat i tell hem is juz to gv mie tym a few mnth or a year to regain mi trust 4 him..

4 now wanna fgt it all haixz..

hmm eh last sat go to nyte safari fun man..gt animal show..haha kiute seh e animal....n sumore gt fire show..haha..

hmm yesterdae gt audition 4 NDP..scared la..haha..but fun la dance here n der...haha..

hmm 4 now i wanna tink bout tink dat will make mie hapi...

i still will b ur frewn will b der wen yu nid mie keyh..frewn 4 ever..

muacxxxxx..

2007-03-04T20:33:00.000-08:00

y had i alwaes e wan hu must listen to you..
it alwaes have been u..it alwaes been you..
mi life shld be mie..nt you..

sumtym i feel dat i had lost you from mi hart..
sumtym i dun even noe hu u r..
sumtym i feel dat you hav change..not miee okies..
n sumtym i tink i hav begining to hate u of wat u hav become..

i hav mi own life n i hav mi own decision..
dosent mean u r mi guy i muz follow ur way..
n y muzt i listen to all ur way..
you didnt even listen to mie..
n y should i..
it izen fair..n i hate it..do u noe dat?

i juzs wanna it 4 a change..
wanna u 2 noe i still love u mi dear..

sayonara broken hart of e month

e dae of e dae

2007-03-03T04:23:00.000-08:00

i hate to sae it but oll came n go..nonsence sial....
hmm hope life cant get ani worser..sian lah OII!!!!!
im not invisible man i hate it!!

hmm i juz love him one n oni him..u noe it dee...

hmm love u lotxz...

mi dae!

2007-02-25T20:57:00.000-08:00

ouu yeah haha yesterdae go fishing yeah..haha dpt ikan kecik jer..hmm boring la..hehe yeah..

btw dis to zulhairi althoug we apart 4 so long i noe its ur choice..but now u want mie back im no longer urs..n im no longer lyk u cuz u make mie benci wen u sae all kinds off wordz..n now u take it back..but mi hart will fgv u but no longer accept u..as a frewn juz will do...tkc...

to mi love one i alwaes love hehe..oni 2 mi swit2 couzins hehe toodles..

missing u lotx..hope to c yu....hope u noe it..yankies...

sayonara
::minnieyankies::

mi holidae n mi updates!

2007-02-22T21:03:00.000-08:00

hmm as usual working..haha gt double pay sumore cuz new year mah...but on suturdae chinese guy gv mie 50buckz tip..n one angmoh gv mi one big hull of right hang of coinz haha..so mani..sukur nimat allah..amin..althout was tired i put mi tired aside...cuz e morning i went to pasir ris hahakz...n sundae go out again..mondae work n tuesdae too..hahakx..tired man wednesdae n thursdae after skool olso work..bet ijm so tired e whole dae...last week mi small cousin came to mi aunt house datz juz beside mi house i play wit e kids n took picture haha so cute..wen dae cry i took pictures too..day come runing too mie..hahakxz..toodles...update more nex time since i hv nt enoght tym..gt to bowling..tataz...

haha btw im strong in love wit him each n every dae..i dun tink he reali noe how much i love him....keeping it to mi self..hoping he do noe without im telling him i do..miz him lotx since never meet him a few daes..hahakc...hope u reconise mi love 4 u...

2007-01-25T01:15:00.000-08:00

haixz juz now go skool onli for PE lesson myte as well dun go..haha..but juz to take attendance mah..haha boring man..after PE lesson can go home..but we go eat at banquet first near kampong melayu der..hehe i ate mi favourite nasi ayam sedap man!!hahakxzz...

arh nutink else to sae man..juz missing all mi frewns dat i didnt c hope we mit again n hang out as usual..hahakxzz...

n i cant keep fogeting u..cuz i felt in love wit u since i met u..n ayg u selalu penuh ikhlaz dari hati n sedalam2nye....i luv yooo soooo much n i cant express how much i love u since...ayg ayg u selalu..miz u so much..muacxiez

mi day!!

2007-01-24T01:15:00.000-08:00

ouh mi cousin......swit ryte???haha studio picz....(nadia)

haha..mi ite frwen....irah-dianah-n miee..
hehe alwaes go shopping here n der..juz noe onli 3 week so e rapat readi..hahakxz

begin::::::

haix mi dae at skool as per normal..haixz but asek kene kacau jer ngn si haqeem tu..pedah..yick hate him reali..hmm hes okelah eh...btw e lesson was okey la mcm bapak aku nye lesson eh biler nk dengar aku dengar bile tknk uat bodoh..lamer2 exam fail..haha..eh tk eh walau pun degil i can catch up wit e lesson n i noe wat is suppose to do oni sumtym i blur lyk sotong..hahakz boring la blaja electrical tingi..bout ohm n smua tu..haixz..sway leh...aniwae after average all was gud....from e top of e starting to now....i didnt care much bot anitink as long in cool n gud enough being in e circle..haix cant wait 4 next week to bowl again..i wanna to beat mi score over haqeem'z..i wanna b better den him la..haix asek nk bagus je eh..hehe..try n gv more confident la man..haha..ouh tmrw got PE cant wait to run..haha lyk real..juz wanna play a fool here n der..haha

::signing off::

::::reen step minnieyankies:::

e bowling freaky freak n tiring day of mi life!!

2007-01-21T20:37:00.000-08:00

its aint a good day aniwae..sumtink block mi heart alwaes fell sumtink disturbing bt dun noe y..i had to sae it but it reali feel unrelief at all....aniwa e bowling goes fine last fridae datz wat is mi CCA..freaky man..asek kene kacau je kn aku pukul sorang2 aru tau..ish dashat leleki mmg pengacau.....hish..aniwae asek masuk longkang je bola bowling tu..nvm tough i still can try again n again to bet e score..oni to win mi oni brother n mi mum since dae pro amoung familli..hish aniwae wat over its over next fridae cant wait to make a gud bowler..juz strive 4 gud..cheh choi arh!!

aniwae tired giler..damn shit man..saturdae n sundae keje..mcm nk giler sak.....penat sungguh tk terkata..dala si manager tu tk betol cikit die tk hapi smue staff kene marah..haiz tkp..lau die brani buang aku dari keje pasal la eh aku tkkn menyesal nye...anw sebelum die pecat aku aku pecat diri sendiri arh..n mase byk keje leh cari seh....kwn aku nye bapak nye keje smua mase available untk aku lau aku nk..cheh manager damn it...keje kene terok sak..makin bayak keling n cinone...melayu cikit sak..mentang2 manager n supervisor da tk keje..semua g2..mcm tk multiracial sak..dah lah terok..malas nk fikir pasal keje...dala sekolah 4 one week den keje..penat giler...

aniwae tdi hish juz a bad dae again tk abez asek gadfuh ngn si die..boleh jadi giler sak..aku setia ngn die cant he tell..die ckp aku tkd tym ngn die..n i onli hav tym wit my frewn..ane ade sak..aku selalu kuar ngn die per...haish dah nk 3 mnth stead..die mase ckp gini..i noe u lyk mie la..but dun hav to make tink worst..jgn ckp bukan2 la...nonsence..aniwae i luv u n onli u mi dear swit hart..i'll b fine n i noe how to take kaire of miself dear..miz u so much...muaxxxxx

aniwae tmrw goin bowling again..mie gona buck up mi skill..ish lyk real lyk dat..aniwae goin der wit skool frewnz..n captain..hish sha g i dun wanna go..hahakxz...

lotz of luv reen
::step minnieyankie::

2007-01-18T20:56:00.000-08:00

hais yesterdae was a bit tired n dizzy dae..in e morn i faint in e mrt..i dont reali noe y myb never eat much la...nasip baek ade org propuam cine tu tlg angkt suruh uduk..da lah skola jauh leh pengan lk..dah duduk..pengsan agi..actuali ukan pengsan lah cube blackout..sedah org disekeliling tpi tk nampak satu bende..blur....den pompuan cine tu suroh kuar dari cthall n mi frewn nie teman kn skali..n e staff of e mrt bawa kt satu bilik n kasi minum n biskut..dat was nice of her..tankz im so glad...haixbtw nasip baek ade kawan seklas die tlg juak..lau die tkd i dun noe hu else will help mie n teman kn g skola wen i fell a bit dizzines..aniw tankxz to him.l.i shldnt sae name here cuz itz oni between us no one shld noe expext dis blog..tank to u again..

love reen
sidning out

wat amaze!!

2007-01-08T17:08:00.000-08:00

haiz first dae of skool klakar giler...ade 2 lelaki nerd tuck in shirt klakar sak padahal tk ya..herherkz nerdies..haha tk aeik sak aku nie..kk stop.....sarcastic sak budak cine..expecialli adeline still being chilldish..hish..his..kk stop nurin stop..hehekz..aniwae e multimedia course i take kinda intereting..so bring it on....aniwae mit new frewns..tpi not so la....aniwae e skool was huge..malas lau nk explore satu skola....n e auditorium chair is so phetetic...sakit pingang lau duduk...haiz.....aiek..

miz e old tym seh..mis mi sec skool man n u peeps..hw i wish we do go out together...crazie man ouh shit...haixz eh no more shi yah to wake mie up wen im slip no lala..hiaz..miz all e nonsence n craps goin in sec last year..haiz no more ppl beating mi shoulder wen i do sometink wrong..hers..mia u all man..ou gosh..hish..

wow miz working leh juz 3 day nvr werk miss alot....haish sat n sun je dpt keje n can still earn money...hahakz....but can sae tired yoinkxz

eh i lyk mi new phone nokia 3515..dat mi mum juz bought it 4 mie....hish but so bad i nid 2 pay mi own bill...hahaiz kate kn da indipendant bayar la bill sendiri kn da tu pun keje pandai2 arh hehekz....itu pun salah spell hahakxsz.....

ouh mizz frenz man n all e stupiq shit, jokes, n funi tymz n all e memorable tym together expeialli wit all mi ndp frewns..hahakz asek aku je buzy sak..bosan tk dpt kua ngn korang...free tym mit u all keyh...

arh resha mis e shopping sping man..hehekz..aniwae wer u hading to 4 skool man..

taggeg mi u all...miz yu

4 now sayonara...
:: love reen::

boohoooo hoooo!!

2007-01-05T06:27:00.001-08:00

ouhh dpt gaji smlm best man..mi 2nd pay..fu yoh...ouuuu but 50buck goes to mi mum..20 buck goes to both mi grandmum n grandad..hu..n to mi bro sum cuz i explod his cpu man..gone 35buckz..cheh...okelah..hmm smlm g ite macpherson bye baju skola n register name...go wit oni mi werk frewn..b4 dat go play pool but i juz sit n watch...tk biase la maen pool..heheksz...

ouu dat tym g genting punye lah sejuk..hish but fun la..g ngn cousin n makcik aku..best maen roller e coaster..fun gillr..nk tunggu next trip to genting lau ade..hehe...

ouuu shit man dpt course yg aku tk uke..smua course aku nk masuk tk dpt..hish nangis aku satu hari suntuk tu bile dpt result..hmm haiz dpt ite mcpherson lak tu..hish....hmm anw gud luck 4 mi own..cheh..mepek....

ouuu haish so crazie mie..

eh i miz yu all mi frewn..skool frewn..n mostli outside frewns...

ouu sori guyz tk dpt klua sgt bile korang ajak..bkn aku tk sudi tpi bz seh...
mis yu nazirah, din, mizah, mamat, hakeem, nasir, n smua lau aku miz out yer name..satu hari comfirm aku ajak kuar lau tk bz oriyte...miz yer....

herheks eh resha bile mau ajak shopping babe..lame sak tk kua shopping ngn ko...hehekxz..miz yer..

ouu izzat jgn sedih2 tau..starting year must hav a gud life to start wit hor..papae leave a msg oryte mi frewn...

ouuuuu miz yer all...sorie lau tkd tym 4 all of yer..

swit to yu...
::reen::

boohoooo hoooo!!

2007-01-05T06:27:00.000-08:00

wow!! on holiday man!! 4 day trip..yahooo!!!

2006-12-06T06:42:00.000-08:00

WOOW!!!!! im soooooo tired from werk finali mie go on holiday...yahooo....eh past two day on monday got new guy working name oni so hensem man too bad i i wont get a chance man...aniw he can be nice frewn...so tired la working..da manager sumathi ryte damn suck man alwaes ask mie to extend werk..she tink im her slave ar..im e youngerst she tink she can bully mie..pedah..she sucks man...lagi cikit aku nk maki depan muka die n other two manager was der tpi tahan geram je..dalah suruh extend pass to nk kene g another coffee clup nye branch amek barang..aku servent die pe...smua alasn aku da tk guna next tym aku sycho die sampai die pengsan aru tau...hish mepek arh die..aku keje part time mcm keje ful tym seh..pasal pompuan nie arh..geram sak..,.hish..im going to holidae..yesh tk ya tgk muke tk senonoh tu...su mati..hehe...hmm but missing the rest man...

aniwae im 4 dae leave singapore..yeah2 g genting highlang, malacca n dont noe wer la mi auntie bring mie..i update more wen im back in mi island singapore yeah...

eh i miss yu dear...luv u alwaes n i wont fgt bout yu event for a sec....muaxxxxx....

friends (:

2006-11-16T02:55:00.000-08:00

wow pnt sak dah keje nie..sorie guyz if i nvr update mi blog..wow so tired man buzy wit werk..wow first dae je dah jatuh kn bottol beer..pe sak..keje kt coffee club ok jgk la..leh pilih brape hari nk keje n ape tym nk werk 5hari nk off pun leh...hehe..hu damn tired oso..hmm now its been 5 dae werk..itu pun da bagus im a fast learner aniwae..btw asek kene kacau je ngn mat2 kt sane pedah..

i miz yu guz man....after raye je da tk jumpe korang agi...wen im free i kite go vivo city together2 okies..lamer sak tk gi esplanade..rindu tempat c2 man..gosh i miz mi skool frewns too...

hu i miz mi man..love u always...muackxz

hari raya on 5 nov!!

2006-11-07T01:09:00.000-08:00

wow on sundae was great...i went out 4 hari raye wit mi ndp frewns...it was fun..hmm we wen to several houses..i at mostly at all house..wow nice man..eat damn lot..hmm wah waiting 4 nazirah n nasir nye la lambat..den we met dem at yishun mrt..hish..den waiting 4 cha cha at almiralty..she so swiit wearing e baju kurung..everi one was swiit wearing dier own clothz..nice..
hmm e nyte was coo,ing glad e moon was so bright..it was as beatiful as ever..sobad dat i cant c e starz...hmm e nyte i sat with diana..her bro was at the back sit i9n the buz..he was asking mie wether im single on nt?wat e heck..first tym mit da tnye..pelik aku..hmm anw dis other tym tiba2 die duduk kt sebelah..hish mcm le die nie ade lesen untk duduk kt sebelah aku..hehe..opz..anw its is okey..he was kinda swiit..hish die tu pun ade2 saje..get to noe he lyk mie..i don reali noe watta sae man..

gosh mi life is ful of complecated tinkz goin on..hish im confuse man...2mnth pluz im single..n over so mani guyz hu lyk mie none hav i accept yt..i dun reali noe y..nampak sah hati ini dah terkunci sekejapan..harap hati ini tk berlamaan..kerana hidup tanpa pasangan pun terlalu bosan..hish anw lettz mi faith bringz e way..

hmm goin raye on fridae wit yu guyz again..man cant wait..cya guyz..

::reen::

i sae wat i sae!!

2006-10-29T05:25:00.000-08:00

i hate ppl to b proud of demself cuz dae r holding other ppl tinks..i hate ppl hu is holding other ppl rich money n sae dat is diers..i hate ppl hu dont acchieve by demself..i hate ppl hu make money but using other ppl hands...i hate ppl hu using other ppls ideas n brainz...i hate ppl hu make such a stori juz to make ppl belief dem its true but its not..i hate ppl hu tell white lies..i hate ppl being proud but its not dier belongingz..i hate ppl to sae dat im his ghurl but im nt..i hate ppl hu make fun of ppl...i hate ppl hu sae im hiz frewn but end up to no gud...i hate ppl sae dat im his or her frewn juz bcuz i hav a glam...i hate ppl being nice infront of mie bcuz im crowded with mi guys frewns, n didnt being nice wen im nt wit mi frewn...i hate ppl hu so nice to mi mum juz bcuz dey wanna mi mum to lyk dem(xpecialli guys)...i hate ppl hu being nice to mi small sis n taking kaire of dem bcuz dae wan to attract mi sibling attention n get mi sibling to make mie lyk him or her...i hate being fool..i hate showing mi true self if no one want to noe mi trueself...i hate ppl being fool around...i hate ghurl hu proud juz bcuz dae hv a guy..i hate ppl hu is hopeless n stop der witout tinking...i hate ppl saying bad tinkz about mi siblingz..i hate ppl disturbing mi small sisters..i hate ppl hu nvr b true to wat der sayz..i hate ppl hu uses mie..i hate ppl playing wit mi feelings..i hate ppl scolding mi parent wen dae are nt in the topic..i hate ppl hu hate mie..so mani tink i hate....about..n so mani tinks i lyk..i will tell u later on wen i hav tym...but wat ever it is u cant hate a person 4 so long..after all yu gt to fogive the person n forget wat bad tink dey hav done..n went off wit life..forgetting e past...

juz b true to urself...

::luv reen::

wat i gotta sae..i sae...

2006-10-29T04:52:00.000-08:00

y muz he be proud of himself..y muz he hav dat much fun..y muz he sae so much...it izen his car..it izen his BMW...y muz he b pround..its juz a gv from sumone..hu cares..itz nt his banglow..its his boss..so mani car his boss lent him..y he should b hapi bout it...he nvr earn it..itz not hiz..he alwaes go to golf club..so wat..itz a watse of money..proud alot..so wat i dun even care abit...itz not waorth it being proud of else ppl tings...

hari raye day was a bit ok 4 mie!!

2006-10-25T02:42:00.000-07:00

hey e hari raye day yesterdae was kinda okeyh..firstly we go out witout mie n mi siblins 4gv our parentz..den juz went off out 4 raye go to mi stepdad big sis house..it was ok..gt all of our cuzinz...eat nt so much..gt rendang,sambal goreng,ketupat,n alot more...den we went to sec house i dun reali noe hu although its one of mi realative..hehe..den we wen to mi stepdad first brother..hmm dun reali eat..mie oni eat abit of kuih..i dun reali noe y yesterdae i dun feel lyk eating....hmm denfinali we went hm..oni three house we went...den i went to mi aunt hm..mi step dad n mi mum didnt even go der e whole day..n mi grandparent was der 2..n i dun reali noe y...she leave wer is just beside mi house..it is mi mum sis house..im cloze to mi mum side of famili n datz it..i went in to eat n found mi cuzin...it was so fun wit dem around...playing wit all e small kid bring a hapi smile to mi face...hmm i was der till nite..n alot of our cuzin n relative went to mi aunt house..since i was der i help out..it was fun..i did talk to idris mi cuzin hu reali gt cloze juz last year went we found ourself joining e ndp...der lotz n lotz of ppl coming..from afternoon till nite..after dey visit mi aunt house..dey all visit mi house jus next door..its kinda funni thoug..after all hav ended...mi aunt kol mie n mi bros..asking us to go n forgive our parents since we hav nt...i was veri lyk gelisah..n dun noe y...mi 1st bro went to mi aunt house n sit down on the chair..n i ask him to come along to forgv dem..n we went together..n i started it..i went in n mi stepdad was standing..ask him to sit down..n i the first person to ask 4 forgvness..follow by mi bro...after we all forgv we went to mi aunt hm..i juz sit n watch tv..dat was wat i usuali do..den after a few minute my parent come to mi aunt house....sit for quite sum tym..den mi mum wen up to forgv mi grangmum..n she went crying..it was so sad n i cried..bt no one notice it cuz i hide mi tears...den i saw mi stepdad follow mi mum to fgv....mi aunt sae dat it was mie hu started to fgv first den everi one follow..she saed it was mie hu made mi parent went to her house to fgv mi grandparent..n it was mi hu did everi single tink dat its gud..she ask mi to keep it up..n i hope i will..it was reali sad yeaterday...it was e first tym i cried juz to fgv every single person....i fgv den,gv dem a kiss n a hug,same tink goes to mi bro i did dat to him to...i cried alot i tink...i dun usuali cried in front of ppl..juz cant hide e tears away..hish wat a dae...gosh..dis year myb i hav alot of sin dat i made datz y i cried wen i fgv..hope i change e tink dat its nt suppose to be...i will nvr fgt e dae we had yesterdae....rindu aku pada arwah ayah..walaupun aku tk kenal die kerana aku mase setahun,die sudah meningal....but wat ever it is i still miz him n dun reali noe y...ape saje aku tetap akan doa kan die smoge die kan jejaki surga...

hapi gradution guyz

2006-10-13T01:56:00.000-07:00

haixz tdy a sad day man all off us got to graduate..itz fun but so sad gt to leave all mi frewns behind and go to difference placez n persition..hey mie mizz all of u guyz man..ur e best clazzmatez i ever had..e way u all crapz along the corridor making funi noises..e way yu alol push sumone in side a closet..or du funi tinkz inside e toiklet..its so hilarious..but all had to end now..i so miz yu guyz...lotz of love..go find ur own future man..leed a hapi life der..miz yer guyz...

:::reen::::

2006-10-09T02:35:00.000-07:00

hey guyz...soriie dat i cudnt go out wit yu guyz yesterdae...miie kinda buzy n juz caught up in so mani tinkz..n miie gotta clean mi house man..datz tired...but im realli sorie dat i cant catch up wit yu guyz okies....netx tym yu all go out together again..let miie noe..i surely go out wit u guyz..dis tym i promise....i realli mizz yu all man....luv ya all...

:::lotz of love reen:::

2006-10-09T01:32:00.000-07:00

wow!! finali exam over...begining of mi holidae man..itz gotta be go0d....haixz will mizz mi skool frewn seh...eh wat ever i did or hurt yu guyz in aniwae..im juz saying soriie..some of mi jokes may hurt all of yur feeling bt i nvr mean it..although sumtymz i say bad words or make u fell uneasy..im sooo sorie guyz....although im irritating sumtymz..juz bare it..im not lyk dat...btw all i'm juz a two different person in two diff tym..im lyk dat at skool..but outside i'm juz nt lyk dat..its juz hard to explain n its hard to tell all of yu mi real attitude...im juz different wen im nt wit u skool frewnz..it hard to tell u guyz....hey i will mizz e fun we hav together as frewns all....mizz mi clazzmatez..e joy we had together e fun 2gether e jokes n laughter..i miss it all...we all gotta go in all kind of diff direction..n i hope all of yu get a better life n fufill ur future with good hopes..juz follow ur dreamz all...n hav fun n njoy ur life....

now b4 i end im juz wanna say tankz to see yah 4 helping mie in certain subjectz dat im weak in..n she encourage me to study n wake miie up wen im feel lyk sleeping..she will smack miie if i fall to slip..hey tankz to u i manage to open mi eyez n studie in clazz..n to Afiq hu been der 4 miie trowing all kingz of jokes wen im realli strezz n full of problemz..it worth a help n it realli make miie fgt all e stuffz..n yu reali make miie laugh until i cudnt stop laughing...n to izzat for encourage miie in mi studiez n help miie wen i hav problemz..n to esh n nurul tankz 4 being der juz to chat wit mie n make mie feel btr...n 2 all e other tanz 4 being der wen i realli nid a helping hand...although sum of yu arnt nt from mi skool or ur leave far away from mi home n yet yu all are still der juz 4 miie...tankz 4 everytink dat yu guyz did......i luv yu guyz.....

::::lotx of love reen::::

hate to be apart

2006-10-02T05:56:00.000-07:00

The tyms we went out together..... The tymes we plays n fool around outside skool....

I'm at one of e pillar if yu guyz r wondering?? wearing black leh...

This is mi frwen Shi Yah hu been mi frwen since primary 5 till now im in sec 4...
she's e wan hu been encouraging miie to study hard n nt to fall asleep durin class...
all dis while sitting next to miie..we hav been reali close man....
she e frewn hu dat alwaes can count on....

The tyms we hav fun together n wer e flowers blooms as frenship comes amoung us..
The times we studie together.. work hard together n learn from one another...

Its the best year i ever had with my frewn dis year n its been fun all dis tym we been together...n i will cherish e moment we frewn hav been together....the tym we went out,the tyms we spend together....n help each one another...its been all a wonderful tym n i juz wish dat dis is not the last year...i juz felt its juz the biggining of the year wer we starting to noe one another but its nt..its gonna be the end of our secondary life..n gt to leave everi single tinks we had on dat skool...hate to be apart frewns...but i hope we still keeps in contact...love yu guyz...

lots of love
::::Reen:::

cant wait!!

2006-10-02T00:58:00.000-07:00

i juz cant wait for mi 'n' levels to be over man!!dis fridae..hahaix..my future ahead gt to tink first..hahaix..i tink i gonna find werk after e examz...man i damn tired man..alwaes studie n studie mi head gonna burst..im so sick......juz wish it will be over now...stress man...sumone jus told mie...nvr to give up on mi studies n mi hopes n dream..wat ever stress der is or ani interfering der is..we still should move on n dun gv up...work hard on wat we wanna achieve...dat wat sumone saez to miie....i tink it again n again..e words dis person gv to miie realli make up to mi senses to word harder n nt to gv up...giving up nvr bring u to a btr place....i juz wish to have a hapi life with a good future ahead...no fear no interfering..eh wat crapz seh..haizx..

:::singining off:::
:::minnieyankies:::

friends (:

2006-09-24T00:42:00.000-07:00

POEM OF FASTING MAKE BY MIIE

Aidil Adha belum lagi tiba, Umat2 islam sudah pun gembira, Kaum adam mula ke terawih, Kaum hawa pula membuat kuih, Bulan menyinari alam yg suasana mengelapkn, Menambahkan lagi bintang yg berkelip-kelipan, Bila ayah mula menyanyi, Emak pula menari, Adik2 sedang bermain bunga api, Abg dan kakak sebuk mengira hari, Puasa pada esok hari, tapi nak beraya jugak pada kemudian hari, jangan la bermimpi, raya di esok hari, Niat di hati, puasa cukup hari, SELAMAT BERPUASE KAWAN, 12 saja ku ucapkan.....

nie puisi i juz make it yesterday nyte around 11+....i make it to all mi frenz n i did sent it..haha first i sent it to izzat mi frewn den e otherz..i reali make it miself ...
jus wanna sae to all a HAPI BERPUASE..n jgn yok2 berpuase tau..by e way today mi nenek cook veri nice for breakfast later..mi fav laksa...so gud...haha bter stop it im fasting cant tink off food u noe..hahaixz....yesterday go out studie wit mi frewn all woodlangs library..haha studie abit den go ochard..hahaixz...veri tired readi feel lyk sleping seh..hahaixz...

kla gtg 4 noe..

::sayonara::
:::reen:::

friends (:

2006-09-22T01:13:00.000-07:00

haixz eh tdy ryte so the boring leh at skool.....oni learn mathz n abit of cpa...haixz boring l;a eng teacher nvr come again so no much lesson....form teacher oso nvr come again so no cme lesson again..haha..evri tym lyk no lesson..come oso 4 wat seh..damn bored so in klazz all of us do our own buisness..haha....n we have high records of ppl nvr come to skool seh..der is 33 ppl i n klazz..n in mi class 14 ppl nvr come to skool seh..wat a record..hahadamn bored if i noe i oso nvr come...wat 4 if no lesson siak..crazi men....n mi chinese is pretty ohkies...keep going n remembering..haixzz..

haixz wan more tink i dosent noe y sumtym i fell so hapi n get crazie over it..wit joys n wanna disturb n go jumping around..haha..nuts ryte....n sumtym i feel so lyk wanna cried bt i dun noe y der is no tears coming out..bt der sumtink in mi heart felt lyk crying n felt sumtink missing bt i cant seemz to noe wat...haixz.....i dun noe how to xplain n i dun noe how to express it n i dun noe wat is it dat i want..juz so complecated of miself....haez..i wanna eat more of chocolatez man...

:::minnieyankies:::

wat a dae

2006-09-20T02:15:00.000-07:00

::::::wat a dae::::

tdy at skool we learn chinese language man!!haha...at first it was nice cool..i oso noe so mani werd..but sumtymz hard too...haha bt itz ok juz make practice n it would b perfect ryte..haha...haix so bored la tdy..hmm juz back from lot1 wit mi lil cuzin nadia,....n i wen to eat at longjohn n mit mi other cuzin..as der wer nt enogh sit..i sit wit mi cuzin hadihayathambali..hahaix hes name so long la..ani is it ryte..im nt sure either...haha talk abit oni wit him...cuz gt to look over mi small lil cuzin n i oso dun even noe wat to talk bout..haha...den wen home haitx nid to buy pen cuz mine is running out...hahaixz mie gonna eat chocz la...dat wat i do...

signing off...
::minnieyankies::

friends (:

2006-09-19T01:34:00.000-07:00

Tdy is quite a day 4 mie..tired man at skool..hmm as usual der is mathz everi single dae..n i hate dat stupiq damn subject wich i dun even lyk ofcz EOA..i hate office skill...but quite ok sumtymz..haixz...tdy PE damn nice we play handball or sumtink...quite fun..wen home n i saw mi brother was cooking..wat amaze mie..haha quite nice atuali..since the dae he wen to SHATEC..hes been taking about making food..all kinda food n e wantz i nvr heard b4..but pretii nce eh..juz wondering wen i can start to cook by mi own..haha...

Now i have sumtink dat i wrote juz 4 mi frewn AISHAH..she wanted miie to write a poem 4 her about her storiez n blablabla...i taugh it was nt gd enough but she saes it was ok..den oklah..it juz 4 her..hahaixz...

setelah lama kau pergi, meninggalkan aku sendiri, menjauhi dari hidupku, tanpa aku dihatimu, inginku menatap wajahmu, yg kian lama tidakku temu, kini kau kembali, bagaikan aku bermimpi, di depan mata kau barada, lalu wajahmu yg ku tatap, tidak kau menoleh untuk melihat wajahku, yg sekian lama menunggu kehadiranmu, sedihnya hatiku, dengan perlakuanmu yg sebergitu, aku masih menyintaimu dengan sepenuh hatiku, tidakkah kau tahu, fahamilah hatiku, sentuhilah jiwaku, harap kita akan bersatu, semana kita waktu dahulu.....

it was written yesterdae ::19th september 2006::

::*MINNIEYANKIES*::

friends (:

2006-09-19T01:24:00.000-07:00

Tdy is quite a day 4 mie..tired man at skool..hmm as usual der is mathz everi single dae..n i hate dat stupiq damn subject wict i dun even lyk ofcz EOA..i hate office skill...but quite ok sumtymz..haixz...tdy PE damn nice we play handball or sumtink...quite fun..wen home n i saw mi brother was cooking..wat amaze mie..haha quite nice atuali..since the dae he wen to SHATEC..hes been taking about making food..all kinda food n e wantz i nvr heard b4..but pretiiihnya hatiku, dengan perlakuanmu yg sebergitu, aku masih menyint; autoSaveCookie3=aimu dengan sepenuh hatiku, tidakkah kau tahu, fahamilah hatiku, sentuhilah jiwaku, harap kita akan bersatu, semana kita waktu dahulu.....

it was written yesterdae ::19th september 2006::

::*MINNIEYANKIES*::

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friends (:

2006-09-16T05:27:00.000-07:00

hey tdy was a tired dae man...came back from mi grandmum home ler..but it was nice..she cook 4 mie mi favorite food...laksa....oni her laksa is e best among all 4 mie...hehe..i will alwaes love mi grandmum alot...she doin alot 4 mie n i cherish it alot....hey i can wait to hangout wit mi skool frens tmrw..if ithe plan is still on......n cant wait to go out wit mi others fren man..long tym seh nvr go out..bored sia....END..

ONCE AGAIN AT NYTE I WROTE

Di mlm hari, Yg sunyi dan sepi, Di dlm bilik ku baring, Mendongakkan kepala ke atas dinding, Disitu fikiran ku melayang, Wajah mu ku terbayang, Memikirkan perkara dulu, Yg sudah berminggu-minggunya berlalu, Mengapakah aku membuat keputusan yg terburu-buru, Tanpa memikirkan terdahulu, Aku masih menyayangi mu, Tapi sayang nya kau bukan lagi milik ku, Sudah ku cuba untuk melupakan mu, tapi hatiku tidak mahu melepaskanmu, Biarkan hati ini melarikan diri, Sedangkan kau lah org yg ku mencari, aku mengharapkan ia semua hanya sebuah mimpi, Tapi perkara sudah terjadi, Walaupun memori ini masih di hati, Tapi suatu hari ia akan juga berlalu pergi.......

written on 14/9/06

::MINNIEYANKIES::

fucking stressz

2006-09-11T03:23:00.000-07:00

hey tdy suckz man..reali fucking mi life hard man...
skool nutink to do teacher nvr come..bored..so juz talking too mi frens..haha funi man if to tink back..haixz....my mly teacher came back from giving e birth..haha cute man..hmmm so bored..juz make mi way down to e shop n buy more chocolates..datz wat i love to do most..losing strezz eat chocolates mah..haha....fucking ass all...cheh...hmm beeing single is much more better now...hate to fgt e past but it will slowli..n e dream is still in mi dream hoping it will drain ogg one dfae..even if faith i cant do anitink..so to kill e time n strezz i juz eat chocolate n more chocolate..haha...fucking strezz man!! 'n' level..still tmrw paper..real strezz..
haix gotta go chill..sayonaro..

minnie reen

MY DAE N MI LIFE!!

2006-09-08T06:11:00.000-07:00

::HEI GREAT PARTY MI LIL SIS::

hey tdy a great dae man..daes a party goin on at mi house..its mi sis party..all havin fun..n i'll help to cook e chiken..haha mani present 4 her man...dae put up games..i fell lyk joining man..arh but der kids..arh dun nid jus seat down n watch..haha...i juz wish i cud hav mi own party man..i nvr had wan...haixz..

anw HAPi 12 BIRTHDAE TO MI SIS> SANIAH

::NOW::
::DREAM COMES TO DISTURBZ AGAIN::

Fikiran ku terlintas seketika, Pada seseorang bernama jejaka, Tidak ku tahu kenapa, Tetapi perasaan ini amat berbeza, Tidak pasti apa yg hati ini inginkan, Di waktu malam yg mendinginkan, Rasa syg tiada, Rasa cinta pun tiada, Tetapi sering kali kau muncul dalam mimpi ku, Dan menggangu tidur ku, Aku tertanya-tanya sendiri, Apakah maksud disebalik mimpi ku ini, Tapi ku tk pasti, dan tidak ku tahui, Apa yg ku tahu, Hanya seorang kwn ataupun seorang abang lah yang ku angap padamu, itu saja yg ku mahu........

::ARTER I BROKE UP WIT HIM::

Setiap hari setiap waktu, Kau lah selalu di hati ku, bermesra dan bergurau tak kala waktu, Kesana-sini dgn mu, Tk boleh ku hidup tanpa mu, Semua itu waktu dahulu...Sekarang walaupun kita dah tak bersatu, Hati ini tetap satu, Maafi lah aku kerana kesalahan ku, ampuni lah dosa2 ku, Aku tahu ia amat melukakan hati mu, Tapi ku tak bermaksuk untuk menjadi bergitu, Aku menyesal dgn diriku, Malah aku pun keliru, Amat sukar untuk aku melupakan mu, Dan amat sukar membiarkan hati ku......

Both written on 7/9/06

friends (:

2006-09-05T03:29:00.000-07:00

i wrote dis all tinks wen ever i lyk it doesnt matter wen all e tinkz happen..wat is pass i still hav tym to rmbr e pass n wrote it..even it soar mi heart..even e stories hav gone e poem remain as it is wen all mi memories is wer e stories goes..to mie dis whole life of mine is lyk a stories within everi single tink i do evri single tink i go or wer ever iam..so i juz write all dis tinkz dat remain wer it is wer it comez from e bottom of mi hearts to tell yer out der n read it..so u noe wat im up to....if dis..if its hurt sumbodi,im sorrie..if its make ur heart soar n cry,go n take dat damn stupiq tissue..if makes u angry talk to miie..if u hate it tell miie..i will shut ur damn mouth up..cz u wernt noe wats itz lyk to b miie!!hey no wan cud copi dis poem from miie..if yu wanted it ask miie 4 permision..u all fucking idiot hu copied dis from miie witout telling miie den u wil b dat fucking bitch...yo all sickning miie..damn it..

::NOW ITZ START WER I STOP::

::my poen wer as wen i sit by e side of my ouside front door::

Di luar rumah ku duduk, Berada di dekat pintu, Aku duduk di atas kerusi, Puisis ini ku tulis, Matahari yg panas bersinar, Lagu yg rentak ku dgr, kencang angin bertiupan, Burung2 berkicauan, Kwn2 bermain badminton di depan, Adk2 berkejar-kejaran, Aku di situ melihat keadaan, yg suasana penuh kegembiraan, Diriku dlm kesunyian, Yg sgt membosankn, Tanpa apa2 jawapan, Ku memandang jauh kehadapan....

written on 15/7/06

::WEN NYTEZ BODER MIIE::

Suasana malam yg sunyi dan pilu, Di dlm bilik ku duduk, Berseoranagn d tepi jendela, Mendongak kn kepala, Menikmati bulan yg indah di menyinari alarm, Dan bintang yg berkelipan di angkasa, Awan yg tidak sangat kelihatan, Dan angin yg kencang ku rasa di tubuh badan, Otak ku ligat berfikir, Bertanya dimanakah hati ini, Siapakah Orgnya yg dpt menangkap isi hati ku, Ku tidak tahu, Apa yg ku tahu, Tiada jawapannya bagi persoalan ku, Dan ku harap suatu hari, Ada yg akan memjawap pertanyaan ku ini.....

::In e same nyte wondering bout::

I open e window everi nyte, N caught 2 see e moon so bright, E stars twinklin makes mi eye shine, It makes me wonder every nyte.....

written on 9/7/06

::To mi frewn::

everi sorrows der's a nid 2 noe, Everi happiness der's a nid 2 share, Everi tym der's r frewnz who r willing 2 hear, N dat is miie hu will owaes b der wen yer in nid..

written 15/6/06

::to my ex ::

Yg lepas, hav been past..Start over new, dgn hidup baru..Stakat kwn, datz all i can..Jgn berharap, I wont wait 4 yer..It been said, yg hati ini terluka..Pendamkn hati, nobodi else will b..Its been long 4 it, Tapi ia hanya mati..Jagalah diri, next tym wont b miie..Faham lah surat hatiku, i wont xplain it 2 yu..Tanye la kabar selalu, lyk we use 2..sampai d sini saja, all i can sae..Harap kite tetap kwn, dats all i wan...

written on 6/6/06

I born to live in dis world, 2 noe e beauty of e world, 2 c all kinds of tinkz would happen, 2 find wat i hav written, great to have a pleasure to live wit a mother, with a sadful life without a real father, wondering how's its lyk to have a father hu is caring lyk others, living wit a stepfather, lyk didnt hav a father, does'nt noe e existing of a father, oni noe e existing of a mother, years have past on i still have 2 move on, wit onli a mother care, two brothers i gt 2 share, wit love i gt from dem, 2 noe it till end!

written on 29/11/05

::2 all huz ever birthdae here sumtink i write juz 4 u:

Bulan menerangi alam semesta, Bintang berkelipan d angkasa, sebelum mlm beransur subuh, sebelum lambat ku menyebut, SELAMAT HARI JADI KU UCAPKN, DOA SYUKUR KU BERIKAN....

written on 27/april/06

::all written by mie NURIN SHARAINE BTE FADZIL::
::all from e bottom of my heart::

::sweet Sayonara::

friends (:

2006-09-04T23:18:00.000-07:00

yo! 4 everi one out der..
e songz is oni my memories n damn mi favorite song ohkies..i noe its outdated n so on n on.....
itz still nice 4 miie 2 hear oryter....

::wait a sec::
haixz..y ppl all nvr understand miie?doesnt dae noe e real miie..sum does..but 4 other sum..please find out if yah wanna noe..cheh'

hey got damn idot fucking hell watz onto mi mind lately..alwaes dream of him again n again n again..it gv mie nervez..i hate it man..i love being frewn wit him..i lyk him cz his nice,understandin,cute,hensum,funie,a joker,damn close to him n blablabla all kind off tink...noe till 2years of life..n all dis year i angap him as frewn,bestfrewn or cud even b a brother to miie..but y all dis dream coming to miie everi single tym i wen to slip..alwaes come up to dream itz juz e hiz face on it..cudnt it b sumone else?it juz creepz mi nervez off..n i juz wondering wat cud e meaning behind all dis dream..hu e hell am i wanna ask?

cud frewnz end up to relationship n lovez?

IM REALLI CONFUSE..

hope it juz not happen..

if it reali am faith..i will try to admit..bt i hope nt...i repeat NOT!!ba boleh biol!!

outer here

::im famish::
::sayonara ::

2006-09-04T23:01:00.000-07:00

hei guyz..
HAPPI HOLIDAEZ MAN..haha..
my exam is finish 4 e dae..now waiting 4 e next paper on 12sep..haix..juz wondaring to gt over it n start mua real holidaes n off with secondari life man..waiting for e 4th october to end my skool life..damn it..one month left men..itz gonna b gud..hehe..

hmm start of sumtink new...its juz nt new to miie..
now im starting back being miie..its juz being miie am miie..writink dis stupid fucking damn blog..juz drawing out sumtink trying 2 skecth sumtink...writink sum poem..finding out sum word to make new songz..its juz miie..now im back again to wer i am writink all dis..finding ma old tym back juz to write wats is in ma heart..its juz reali am miie..writink wat deeper in ma heart n soul to write all kinda lyrikz n poem..itz juz miie...im back to wer i am...long tym nvr do wat i love to do it juz izen miie....now ppl juz gv miie tym writing sum of my poem n lyrikz n i'll write it down next tym..

LUVZ PEACE N QUITE MAN!

outer here damn hot!

::sayonara::
::love minnieyankies::

friends (:

2006-09-03T20:28:00.000-07:00

HEI IM SOO STRESS UP MAN!

ar gosh gt to take mi mly paper juz now n its damn ohkies n damn hard i tink..now later at 2pm still gt english paper n im still here writin dis blog..omi gosh omi gosh omi gosh..im scared..hmm bt im juz praying so dat i can ans all e question..haixz..hmm alwaes studies damn bored...haixz cant go out yet mus finish today paper den i can go out n hav sumk fun..out wit fren during holidaes starting from tmrw..hish still waitink..

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I CANT B FALLING MI FREWN

haixz yesterdae der still dis wierd dream bout him..i hope i can get it out of mi dream..bt i tink i cudnt..n i still wondering wat e reason cud b..hope wat eve it is i still wanna him to b juz mi frewn..i treat him as my frewn..as best frewn n or even a brother 2 miie..i juz hope nutink more or less...i nvr wan aother of dis relationship dat i hav last year n it happen badly..cuz if breaking up lead to nt being frewnz it juz cud b 4 miie..hope juz frewnz..nutink less or more..cudnt it b better?
Frewnz r foever...i hope..

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confusing miie all diz while!!!

2006-09-02T06:02:00.000-07:00

hmm kinda at all tym i been tinking..am i reali mean to sum ppl out der..it hurts to sae dat mi self..
but im atualli confuse at all tym...

juz breaking wit mi guy..feeling sad all along..but trying hard to recover..it juz nt worth it..but it will..later n later on...recovering slowli i hope..

diff kind of stories now begin..
den come to dis..everi single tym i dream wen im asleep..n im tinking y is he alwaes in my dream?but i cant seems y?n wat e reason benift it..its juz complex..wat it is..is dat i alwaes taught dat he is juz mi best fren nutink else..but e dream still goes on daez by daez..n i dun reali noe wether loves come next..but juz keep tinking dat we been frewns 4 long n juz wondering can love interfear our frenship? i dun reali noe..

now wat i noe i juz wanna fgt all dat happen in mi dream wether it will happen or not..i wont want it coming back again..now juz goin in mi own world finding mi way out to all love stories n hoping dat i wont fall in love again..

btw mi break up to him its nt mi fault juz respecting my famili hu dun exept him to b mi guy..

n now i wont b love n love to anione ani longer..juz making faith comes if der is...im juz confuse wit myself...

hoping ders sumone cheering mie up..i hope..

anitink cud happen..but i hope nt to miie animore..sumtymz hurtz cant be recovered..

i hope no more of dis..no him..no dream..no love..no nutink dat i dun wanna..

wat a bad dae in a gud dae!

2006-08-24T05:19:00.000-07:00

At e bigginning it was fine n a great dae 4 mie..got sum course held in my skool 4 mi clazz n one more class...n it was fun cz i choose muzic dat wat i wanna go trough in life..love a passion in muzic life style...its great can edit song..n mie gonna learn how to compose songs,write lyrics,sing n make an album..it datz reali great or wat..marvellous..it was reali gud..but concise of other clazz..i hate it..suckz man..hmm it was reali nice in skool..

now part of goin outer skool..i went to eat at MaCdonald..cz i was famish..hmm hungry of coze..i went wit my fren..hmm after eat i went of from MaCdonald n i bang into sumone at e door wen i went outside..hmm datz not all..i went down n found sumone i dun lyk..hu act big in front of mi small lil sister..watz e hell she..she is a damn primary six student n make a word dat hurt a 7year old kid hu is mi sister..wat e fucking hell is she..mi fren stay back while i du e talking..i wen der n scolded her n tell her dat gt alot of tink dat i dun lyk about her..n she keep stoning about..i reali hate her man..but sumtym feel reali pity..hmm wat e hell am i doin i sholdent care bout her..dosent she had enough..n she reali wen steady with alot of guy at a tym!wat e hell mother fucking shes doin..if e guyz knows she be dead man..n im inosence n dosent wat to talk abour it animore..

now after wat happen, after dat i went off..i seperate wit mi fren cz she taking bus n im walking home..i went of after saying gud bye..den i wanted to crossed e road but i almost bang into a motorise..oh my god..luckily he stop..haix at skoll i bang into sumone once..den bang again at e toilet wall..datx not all..i went home walking bt e carpark n bang again e wall wat e fucking tingi goin on wit mie tdy..haixz..wat seh..i reali hate it man!i gt headach tdy...haixz using computers 4 8hour at computer laps in skool n didnt bring my spec..wat yu xpect..mi eye sight gonna b worst..damn it cant tahan animore..

but all n all mi guy called mie up n make mie fell better wahla..haix..he running high wit fever n hav flu..n mie too goin to b sick..haix wat a bad dae in a gud dae..

hoping everitink will b fine tmrw..hope so...keyh yer take kaire everibodi..

reenz

Hoping my prayer keeps him home

2006-08-07T00:00:00.000-07:00

e starting of e life is suck n sickening...mani tink hav to interfear n mani ups n downs i hav gone through...1st nutink wit a father i can get use to it later n later..now i shld cherish my mum dat wt i thought....all kinds hav happen n i its been a reck!!gosh..now all an all gone into all diff direction no matter hu includes mie..my bro gone into sumtink..lyk wat of e hell hes doin....e life of having one by one gone had mie break in2 pieces...n i tink its wan hell of a crazy Mootherfucking attitude he have...n wartz wit dat mie e wan crazi hell person gt to settle everi single tink..n gt to b e middle person...datx not e problem..its all gotta settle soon..hoping my prayers keeps him home soon....

friends (:

2006-08-06T23:46:00.000-07:00

friends (:

hie long tym nvr blog...so miee her just writing a stupiq all fucking blog...

2006-03-30T01:04:00.000-08:00

hye guyz...
hmm tdy long day man..at skool as usual so e boring...siak la english 3 period..she give quiz so e mani pages..hah damn it..n finally i gt to finish it..n she gave sum of us chocolate..wat seh her..siak...damn cpa 3 period also e boring man..hate it man..ar nvrm dis is e last year gt to bear it..hahaiz..hmm mie tired just sitting at home write dis blog tinkgi..tired man dont need to lepak..more dead bored..haha..hungry siak wanna eat chocolate again..hahaizx...b4 i end i wanna make a poem..hahaixz...so everytink bout my life!!hmmm

[so now its start]

I born to live in dis world
2 noe e beauty of e world
2 c all kinds of tinks would happen
2 find what i have written
great to have e pleasure to live wit a mother
with a sadful live without a real father
wondering hows' its lyks to have a father
hu is caring lyk others
living wit a stepfather
lyk didnt have a father
does'nt know e existing of a father
onli know e existing of a mother
years have pass on i still have 2 move on
with onili a mother care
2 brothers i got 2 share
with love i get from them
2 noe it till end!

friends (:

2006-03-07T01:25:00.000-08:00

My dae!!
hmm kinda bored..lol nutink to sae man...still gt test tmrw..damn sway...haha ltr go hangout wit frewn sumore..
hmm juz mizz my guy..miz u dear...

nw i gonna start a poem 4rm me to a fren....

Pertama kali berjumpa dgnmu,
ku terfikir seketika waktu,
adakah kau org yg ku tunggu?
seketika ini fikiran ku buntu,
dgn semua persoalanmu,
yg tiada jawapan dariku...
sudah lama kita berkawan,
kau menanyakn soalan,
kau ingin perhubungan kite lebih dari persahabatan....
lebih setahun ko menanti,
tpi tiada lgi jawapan yg diberi,
apa saja jawapan ku,
kau tetap kn menunggu....

but kw im with sumone else n e ans remain e same..
hope u understand....no heart feeling i dun hav e heart 4 yu...

friends (:

2006-03-02T04:10:00.000-08:00

friends (:

hmm tdyso darm hot siak...hmm my mly test pass..my english test just pass n very bad didnt reali do well ma...dat indian step american teacher so damn it..hate her man..act big siak..hmm so boring seh her class...

hmm after skool stay home sleep 4 while den lepak wit frewns..n den fetch my sis..so tired n dead bore..so i write poem 4 frewn sumore..datz great...hmm sms frewn,chat on phone..wow help go goreng e keropok...wow!whole dae bzy man..damn tired...

cant wait 4 tmrw go out wit my guy..hehe
n reali cant wait 4 e week end...so wanna rest..

choaz!!

2006-02-04T00:39:00.000-08:00

Hi,everywan!!..blah..blah..blah..gtg...bubyee