now starting with tdy..e day quite tired lah.. dun noe y feel lyk slecking all dae long but i went to tempines juz now with mi aunty mi sis n cousins.. haha aniwae quite fun wit lil kids around dae make joys to our life..haha i gt two aunts hu is pregnant now..n i cant wait to have a new cosin wonder if its a gurl or a boi.. i hope is a boy coze all mi cosin mostly ghurl accept one n mi two brothe the other 7 is a ghurl haix..anw it doesnt matter im jus happi wether a ghurl or a boi i still gt a new famili coming dat means mi new lil swit2 cousin..haha so hapi..haix im bored now wat to do haix..
hmm i feel lyk avoiding sumone did i..hmm nvrm im confuse at tym..crazy mie sumtime..haixx it dosent matter..
hey lamernye holidaes..haha miz mi fwen haha..mis u diana rindu kacau ko ngn irah seh..haha..eh mis mi cca, i meant mi bowling frwen.. i mis skool...haha one week or two to go..haha..haikx..kla datz 4 e dae..
4 now wanna start wat i wrote..a poem could b..hmmm
1st wan starts('',
::night dat makes mie wonders::
bulan hanya satu menerang dan bercahaya, bintang berkelipan tk terkira, awan yg mlm sunguh tk kelihatan sangat, tetapi angin bertiup kencang dan ku rasa sejuk sangat2, ku seorang diri sedang berehat, pantai yg luas ku lihat, bila hati rusing bingit dan bengang, pantai itu saja boleh membuat hati ku kembali tenang, pantai itu saja yg nampak ku disitu, dan allah saja tahu apakah di hatiku, teryata dunia ini penuh keindahan, dengan alam yg suasana teramat nyaman.....
tapi dalam maksud ku pada kata2 ku ini tiada org yg pasti faham apakah maksud ku sebenarnye.. der a great meaning in dis poem myb i oni noes....
2nd wan starts('',
::dairi of life::
dairi ku menjadi nota hari-harian ku, dia menjadi mangsaku, tak kala ku gembira atau sedih, tetap ku menulisnya dalam kata2 puisi walaupun kadangkala hati ini pedih, dairi lah kawan rapatku, dialah yg tahu segala isi hati ku, ku menulisnya setiap malam sebelum tidur lena, dengan sepenuh hatiku yang pehuh bermakna, dairi itu sajalah yang tahu kelukaanku - kesedihanku - keperitanku - kegemilanganku - kemeriaaku - kegembiraanku dan segala-galanya yang ku alami, dairi itu yang berada dengan ku selama ini tak akan ku bawa pergi...
mi dairi its mi daeli life of memories n poems of mi mi life.....
3rd wan starts('',
::life dat i couldnt imagine::
in life i juz cant imagine wat will b happening, becoze e world is turning, burning e pass away, making a new turn today, but wen i search 2 find a new way, it turn to b bad as olwaes, we cant olwaes hav wat we want, but olwaes hav wat we dont want, olwaes making e best out of mie, but it will nvr b, i hav mi own life 2 see, bt people olwaes make it right 4 mie, 4 now i juz wanna try mi best, not 2 b e best out of e rest, bt 2 b e best out of miself, and showing wat i can do bout mi ownself.....
4th wan starts('',
::memorise kept seal sometym fgt::
memorise r olwaes b kept close 2 mi hart, becoze its all lovely n wonderful lyk an art... there's nutink 2 b mad at, and wat 4 to b sad... you make our relationship stop at first, and make it burst n worse... and now you sae you are crazy when i'm gone, but wen i'm olwaes der you are the wan who olwes goes wrong and gone...
i will ner b around e people hu olwaes tink of dem self n not other..n i hate ue 4 wat ue sad..i juz hate ue of wat ue hav become...hope u change mi fwen...
hmm i tink datz 4 today.. i guess.. hmm wonder wat i gona write next.. still tinking.. hmm myb tmrow ganna rest mi head.. i wanna eat arh hungry.. n now im sick gt flu arh.. haix tmrw gt ndp practice hope i will feel btr by tmrw.. cant wait to meet all mi fwen der...hehe kla all exhasted nw..
n one more tink..
mie nurin sharaine bte fadzil nvr lie again to mi hart.. datz e oni prob i hav along life n i wont now..i promise dat.. haha im so silly..anw gosh..hmm
